"In that moment I knew I fell for her"
Samuel Blake, bachelor rich boy, with a tad bit of anger issues, and a rude attitude, the CEO of Platinum Designs, new to the game all he really knows is that he is in charge and that the faith of his employees...
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C H A P T E R 1
I knew it was over before he even said the words, but it still hurt just as much.
I was caught up in my ignorant bliss to even acknowledge, all the signs. The distance when we stood next to one another, our long conversations became shorter, and rare, his smile never reaching his eyes, choosing to work than to have dinner with me.
I lied to myself, kept a positive outlook and turned a blind eye to the truth that was right in front of me
and for what?
maybe it was the fear that the feeling I pushed aside, and buried was right.
He is the only love I ever knew, life with him is the only life I know, and now living without him seems impossible.
my mind replaying that night, forcing myself to relive that night over and over again, unable to stop the flashbacks my mind would play, as if I was tied to a chair, with my eye lids forced open to watch it happen
"Rosie" the sound of guilt ozed out of his voice, as he looked at me with pity
I wrapped my cardigan tighter around my body, unable to meet his eyes, I kept my eyes pointed at the ground
I didn't want him to see the pain, the tears and the saddness in my eyes.
I knew if I would met his gazed I wouldn't be able to control my emotions, the anger, the sadness that wanted to break free.
but he doesn't deserve to see me like this.
I bite back my tongue in effort to stop myself from shouting at him, from screaming out all the pain I was feeling, to begging him for answers.
He didn't deserve anything from me
so instead I stayed silent.
"I know you have questions, questions you don't wanna ask, and when your ready, Ill answer them" I gazed up at him slightly, he stood by the door, carrying a box of some of the things he had left "Im sorry Rosie, I've been lying to you and to myself for a long time, I don't expect you to understand now" he says before closing the door behind him
Throughout our relationship, I've always felt there was a wall between us, we were both serious and composed people, and in way that built up a wall, a barrier preventing us from getting close and intimate beyond safe communication
all this time I had thought he respected my wishes, not to go further
It was great from the very start, like a disney movie, I was the princess that got swept off her feet by the handsome prince.
sadly what I thought was our happy ending was just the beginning of end.
I thought maybe, we were slowly breaking down the wall, but when everything happened I realized that wall got too thick, and we didnt stand a chance.
