I Still Want you| KTH FF

10| Settling things out

Y/N POV

Ive been with Taehyung for a long. About one week. But nothing special happened between us.

We were doing our separate work. In separate rooms. School will start soon and that brings me chills. It means I have too stay away from Jin.

I thought of something. I should call Jin. I should erase all my fears towards him. I know, I still cannot get through him. But I can settle this out by talking a little bit.

I got to Taehyung, whos doing nothing.

Tae

tell me

well. I want to talk with Jin. Should I call him? If you dont mind.

who told you cannot talk to him, of course you can and I dont mind anyway

thanks Tae

I run upstairs to have some privacy.

I take my phone and I was shaking. I ring to Jin.

hellow?

I hear a female voice through the phone.

Hello, is Jin there?

I ask feeling anxious

Y/N, Im sorry, Jin is in the shower right now. Hell be back soon.

okay then.

I was about to keep the phone and the woman in the phone called my name

y/n

tell me

I say feeling a little out.

Im sorry for what happened

And I knew, its Jisoo.

Why? I dont care anymore

I didnt mean to break your relationship, its that I cannot be withough him

you heard me right? I dont care

I say a little rude to her. I felt a little bad but.

I know youre upset. Here is Jin, talk to him

hey Y/N I – Im sorry. You shouldnt have seen it.

Says a male voice Ive been missing for weeks. I really miss him.

Jin, I dont care, I just called to see whether you are fine.

despite doing all that for you, you still care to look about me Y/N? youre such a different person.

Says the man who broke my trust, exactly before one week.

its okay Jin, Im fine, with Taehyung now.

I say and I keep the phone. I felt like crying aloud. But I didnt want to. If Taehyung hears me. Itll be wrong. So I cry inside my room.

While I was crying, I got through my memories with Jin, which were unforgettable. He made me fall for him and now its hard for me to get through him. Him broad shoulders, which I used to lay my head specially on the Beautiful Spring days, are gone. The kisses filled with erratic feelings and made each and every day special. The smile which made my world stop. Everything is gone. How could he even go with someone else, when Im still struggling to forget him. Why is life punishing me so much. And I heard the door opening.

Y/N?

Says Taehyung looking confused with my situation.

Whats the matter did Jin tell you something?

no nothing, nothing happened.

I lie to him,

Y/N, I know its hard to get through him. Dont hide your feelings from me. I promise, I won't feel bad about it.

He says winking both his eyes at me. I dont know how to react right now but all I do is cry aloud as much as my pain is. He kept comping my head and rubbing my back. He knew how I felt right now.

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Selena POV

I was having a nice day, with the man I love, Yoongi, Min Yoongi.

When I was in my room, cleaning it a little bit. Yoongi crashed inside.

why? Whats up?

I ask.

I dont want my brother leave.

why what happened

I ask him trying to be genuinely nice.

H-he is leaving Seoul today

ya! Why cant this big boy stay withough his big brother huh?

I tease him. His cat like looks were so furious now. I loved it. He is so cute.

dont worry, your hyung will be back soon. Anyway, you always stay here and never go home. How could you even miss him? You have us

I say

Not much, but Im glad I have you

He says with his groaning deep voice. My heart was triggered with his words

Oh, so Mr. Min just missed him big brother a few seconds right now and now hes trying to be romantic huh?

I tease him again

His face formed a smirk and made him look so damn hot. He winks at me and got my face closer to his.

His coconut haircut was perfect for him. His silk straight hair was so nice.

I was idle. Trust me I didnt move. This man, pressed his thin lips on my. I felt him smirking through the kiss. It felt really good.

I love you

he whispered to my ear. My butterflies in my stomach were going wild. One f his hand were in my waist. And his other was traveling through my thigh.

I kept my hand on his chest, and his heart was racing. He was kissing me back every second. So did i. Im lucky to have him anyway. I slowly add some pressure to his chest.

How was that.

He asks me and I hid my face with my hands after feeling little bit shy.

How long are you going to hide your pretty face from me huh?

He says smirking.

Until I want.