I Still Want you| KTH FF

12. Stressed out

Jin POV

I've been really guilt about Y/N situation. I know she might be pleading the whole week.

Jisoo had made me breakfast. I love her, like I love Y/N the same. I was in a huge dilemma when Jisoo came back. Jisoo knows me more than anyone. Ah, I dont know. All I know is that Ive ruined a beautiful girls life.

Jin, come, lets eat

She calls me downstairs.

okay

I reply her feeling annoyed

Are you fine Jin?

yeah. I'm just a little

Jin hyung, please don't say youre still upset with that. I know, but atleast, can you forget about it for a few seconds, to have a peaceful meal?

WHAT THE F*CK ARE YOU TALKING? How can I forget about her when you came and ruined everything?

She was looking at me and ran to her room crying. See, I'm a terrible person.

I heard her crying loud. I feel bad for hurting her fragile little heart. Whenever I see her, I feel like killing myself, I dont know an exact reason, but thats all I want to do. Y/N was one of the best people Ive even met.

But Jisoo! Ya I don't know whats going on. I went close to Jisoo's bedroom door. I kept my ear on it and heard her calling someone.

It was

Y/N POV

Jisoo called and I felt surprised. I wonder why?

Jisoo, tell me.

She was sobbing and felt her deep breaths through the phone.

Jisoo, is everything fine?

Y/N, I'm in a problem. And I want to know, are you fine?

yeah, I'm totally okay, why are you asking? Tell me, did something bad happen?

*sniff* Jin is a little upset today, because of what happened, can you help me do something?

Jisoo? You know Jin better than me, why are you asking?

No Y/N, Jin has changed a lot from before. I dont know what has happened to him.

Jisoo, we are going to the same school as us, right?

yes,

Lets meet up then, it starts soon so we can have some privacy, and right at this moment I'm sure he might be listening to you

I cant wait for 2 weeks more. I want to meet you soon, I want help. I love him, too but he is so stressed up with all this, just tell him that you are fine, then hell rest in peace.

Jisoo, text me. I'm sure hes there, okay bye.

And I keep the phone. Cause I know Jin might be listening.

I'm sure he might be like me. Going through a lot, to love the new lover. But Jisoo is not his new love but his old love. He must be stressed out and his mind might be yelling at him like last time when his mom and dad divorced at the same time as Taehyung. That was a terrible day. The day he started to live alone.

Flashback

When I get inside his house.

*Jin shouts throwing the vase.

Jin oppa, stop all this

I say while getting inside his apartment. His eyes filled with tears. And his face was red.

Jin what happened?

Jin pulls me away and slammed his bedroom door.

I hear Mr. and Mrs. Kim shouting. Jin looked a little stressed. I go out, not wanting to interrupt his privacy. Then I got an idea. I should crawl through his window!

I reach his bedroom window and unlock the window. Jin was on the floor. Almost dead or fainted.

Jin!

I say getting inside.

H-how did you get in?

I have my own ways. Why are you like this?

I say while wrapping him around my arms. Making him feel comfortable.

E-eomma and A-appa are not going to be together anymore

I felt shocked. Why suddenly? They were a classy and simple couple with loving motives. What happened? Asking all this from Jin, will make him hurt.

Jin, don't worry, you have your hyung right?

What hyung? He is married, has his own family and doesnt even care about me,

ash.

Jin is in a huge problem. I'm happy he ended it like this. If it was me, I wouldve been dead already.

He slowly got up and locked the door.

I don't want them to see you, if they do, theyll freak out, thats why I ran away when I saw you in the doorstep.

I slowly nod. I had to make him feel fine. So,

I grab his jawline and peck him a soft kiss. Gently pecking them. He looks handsome in his sweater this winter.

I heard Taehyung has bad news too.

what?

I interrogatively ask him

His parents are getting divorced too

Holy Sh.

Flashback over

Jin POV

Why is she taking so long, I want to apologize?

Jisoo-ah!

I call her, and she opens the door after a long time

What?

I'm sorry

I say trying to be genuinely kind towards her.

She slightly nods. And goes downstairs

why are you going down?

to eat breakfast. Did you forget it?

And I totally did forget about breakfast