[COMPLETED] isn't it strange?
a gotpink au where jisoo, a dying patient accepts her fate and decided to give every people in her life a chance to say goodbye.
... because the hardest thing is not saying goodbye but letting you go.
[Jisoo is inside her room as she adjusted her camera, her hand a little shaky. She smiles at the camera and says, 'hi'.]
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Yes, I am sick and I am dying. My days are numbered. I might not even wake up tomorrow.
Nilihim ko ito noon sa halos lahat except sa aking mga kaibigan. I don’t want this illness to be the only defining thing in my life. I am more than this, I believed in that for so long.
[She looks away from the camera and fiddled on her frail fingers. The camera is blinking and she finally looks up.]
It’s true though. I was able to do a lot of things despite my health. I even drove an ATV and fed monkeys! I learned to surf and cross stitch! Although this one is quite debatable, I’m so sorry guys, sa mga nabigyan ko ng gawa ko.
[She laughs as she held her chest, trying to calm her heartbeat down.]
I traveled to Australia and New Zealand alone and tasted snow, I know it’s disgusting. Tapos si JP, parang tanga na sinundan ako.
[She shakes her head and purses her lips.]
And the bravest thing, I think I did was to love and let people love me.
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Thank you, JP. You made my nights less lonely with your lullabies.
And so I thought, I will take this opportunity to make the remaining days of my life to be worthwhile.
How many people were not able to say goodbye? Millions. And to be able to know when will I die, it’s not something to be afraid of.
I refuse to succumb in this misery. I refuse to give up. Life and death is still a mystery to me. I know, I won’t be ready. Kaya hanggang nandito pa ako, iparinig niyo na ang mga hinanakit niyo sa’kin.
[She laughs at herself.]
Jokes aside, this is my chance to grieve with you, experience dying and hearing your last farewells.
