[COMPLETED] isn't it strange?
a gotpink au where jisoo, a dying patient accepts her fate and decided to give every people in her life a chance to say goodbye.
... because the hardest thing is not saying goodbye but letting you go.
[Jisoo sets up her camera late at night. She smiles and waves a little.]
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Hello, future JP!
Good morning! Are you watching this in the morning? Or is it evening?
Anyway, kumusta ka? Siguro hindi mo na 'ko binibisita 'no? Ikaw na lang kaya ang bisitahin ko? (laughs)
Kung ano man ang ginagawa mo ngayon, I hope you're doing well. I'm fine up here. I don't monitor all of you everyday. May ganap din ako 'no!
JP, do you still drink coffee late at night? Huwag magpapasobra, ha. Huwag mong akuin lahat. Ask for help. Sila mama at papa, may oras 'yon para pakinggan ka.
Kung may natutunan man ako in this lifetime it's- to never be afraid to live in the moment. Don't be so caught up of what might tomorrow bring, okay? Live in spontaneity, JP.
Nasabi ko na ba? That I love loving you. You make I feel alive. You make me love each day and night. I love you. I'll always do.
[Jisoo holds the camera close to her face, her brows knitting together. She sighs and pauses for another minute.]
Hi, to JP's future, I'm his... ex? Yeah. Parang ganoon na nga. (laughs)
I'm sorry kung mawiwirduhan ka sa video na ito. Nagseselos ako sa'yo- joke! (laughs)
[She holds the camera, the video panning out, showing the room, hiding her face. She then moves the video back in place and stares at the screen.]
Please, take care of him. I mean, I know you will. JP's not hard to love. He's funny, sweet, smart, hardworking and he knows a lot about national geographic channel kaya mag-expect ka na ng maraming trivia.
[She pauses and smiles.]
Ang kuripot niya na nakakainis na minsan. Pero intindihin mo na lang. Breadwinner kasi and he's saving a lot because he wants to retire early. (laughs) Ewan ka ba do'n!
[She fiddles on her fingertips, looking away from the camera. Her face flushes red.]
Gusto niya pa nga ng tatlong anak. Biruin mo 'yon? (laughs) Ang dami kaya. Pwede pang dalawa. Isang babae at isang lalaki. Tapos magiging doktor 'yong panganay at ang bunso naman, painter. Ipapagawa niya raw sila ng tree house. It's something he dreamed of as a child.
[She bits her lip, her smile wearing off.]
I will be so jealous of you.
Gusto ko rin ihatid sa school 'yong magiging anak namin eh. Tapos ititirintas ko ang buhok niya. Pag-uusapan namin paano siya mapapansin ng kanyang crush. Tapos sa graduation niya, aakyat kaming dalawa ni JP sa stage. May honor man o wala, magiging proud kami.
I will be so jealous of you.
You have a lifetime to stare at him. You have a lifetime to be in his warm embrace.
God, bakit hindi pwedeng ako? Pwede bang ako na lang ang para sa kanya? Huwag niyo na lang siyang ibigay sa iba, please. Pwede bang huwag niyo nang bawiin 'to?
Gustong-gusto kitang ipagdamot pero anong laban ko?
