Sooya’s vlog #37
[At the Kim's backyard, Jisoo sits on a chair after setting up her camera.]We knew of it even when I was a kid. Sabi nila, ma-swerte raw ako kasi nalaman namin on an early stage. I was only a kid back then when I had my first surgery. It was a success.
[She smiles weakly and repositions herself.]
You see, I’m still breathing until this day. Ma-swerte kasi alam na namin dati pa. We’ve known the risks, the road we are taking. Madali na lang tanggapin. We had years and years to prepare.
I hated everything, in all honesty. It was when I grew older that I started wishing for my own death. I'm sorry mama, papa. But I really did hope that He would end this...
[Jisoo looks away and covers her face, closing her eyes to hide her tears.]
I can’t bear the fact that my mother and father only dedicated their lives to me. Iyong perang dapat itinatabi nila para kapag retired na sila, they can travel the world without worries. But instead they kept using it on my treatments.
Mama, papa, I’m so sorry for insisting on going to school. I’m so sorry kasi ang mahal ng mga gamot. I’m so sorry kasi ang pasaway kong anak. I owe everything to the two of you.
Mama, papa, thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for being proud of what I become and what I didn’t. You’ve fought enough, ma. The two of you is more than anything I could ask for. I am honored to be your daughter.
BINABASA MO ANG
isn't it strange? | epistolary
أدب الهواة[COMPLETED] isn't it strange? a gotpink au where jisoo, a dying patient accepts her fate and decided to give every people in her life a chance to say goodbye. ... because the hardest thing is not saying goodbye but letting you go.