3rd year potions ;) (ReaderxMalfoy)

Crushes

You cry for what seems like hours, thoughts go through your head as fast as the Seekers chasing the golden snitch. I can't believe I would do such a stupid idiotic thing! Ginny is going to hate me! She's going to thing I'm such a slut; for losing my virginity in third year! And losing it to Malfoy from all people! If my mum finds out she will for sure kick me out of the cottage! Malfoy already said he wants to pretend that we never did any of this... even though he said I was never going to become one of his little toys here I am, crying on the sofa about how I just had a one night stand, and no one is going to know about it. If that doesn't scream toy, I don't know what does... The same thoughts kept running through your head for hours on end. It was almost sunrise before you got any sleep, but when you finally did, you only got around two hours of sleep before- "Y/N?"

Ginny Weasley stood right in front of you in her pajamas, she bent down getting on your level. "Argh...what time is it?" You say opening your eyes "Bloody hell, Y/N... You okay?? I didn't see you In your bed so I came down here to check if you were here. Your eyes are so puffy and red-were you...crying??" She says with the most concerned voice. Knowing you could never lie to Ginny (she would eventually find out) "Yes." Please don't ask why! She opens her mouth, but when she did: yelling came across the room. Hermione and  Ron were having a argument. "-didn't eat scabbers!" Ginny stood up and looked at Ron. "That bloody demon you call a cat ate scabbers!" Your best friend looked hurt, after all the rat had been part of the family for years. The argument kept going on until you got tired of it, and went back into your dormitory.

After sitting down on the floor, and looking out the window for around five to ten minutes you hear a voice. "Y/N. What time did you come back to your dormitory last night?" You quickly stand up from sitting on the floor, spinning to check who it is. " Oh hello Hermione, I had to come a little later due to meeting up with another schoolmate; we had to work on a potions assignment. Snape gave us extra time."  You said looking at her in the eyes "Look, I know we aren't as close as you are to Ginny. I am still your friend, we have been friends since first year. And I know you would never go to bed with a dirty shirt." Hermione points at your stained white blouse from last night. "And also, I heard you crying last night, you were saying a name...I'm not going to say his name in case anyone is listening, but you don't have to answer my question. What happened between you and him last night?"

Shit, Hermione of all people know! At least it's not a slytherin or someone not in our house...Argh! "We...we didn't do any-" before you could finish you start to cry once again, thinking about last night hurt you, but you didn't regret it. Hermione walked over to you and gave you a big hug. "Did he rape you?" Immediately you shot up your head "No! My god no! I wanted to have sex with him-" Fuck, I just said it...AHHH "What?" She says still hugging you, but pulling you a little back. "He didn't rape me, Hermione...I'm sorry I just don't know what to do..." Hermione nodded and looked around to see if anyone was in the room; she sat on your bed the patted next to her welcoming you to sit next to her. "Do you wanna talk about it?" Wiping a tear of your cheek you nod.

"...then he tells me he just wants everything to go back to normal, like how can things go back to normal? After all the things that happened, and all the things he said to me..." You say with tears pouring down your face "I honestly don't know why I'm being so emotional over a one night stand." Hermione looks up at the four poster bed leaning back on her arms "Boys can be so stupid..." She says closing her eyes "It's not your fault he said that. You are an amazing women, look by the way you explained the way he talked about you; he really likes you, and I think he likes you so much he's just so scared of a relationship that he pushes people away before they can hurt him. Which makes sense I guess, but if that's not the reason then he really just is an awful person." she says laying down fully. Laughing you lay down next to her. "Yeah. Maybe, but still it's just all so confusing..." You tell Hermione  "Hey, you're taking this awfully good, considering that you hate his guts..." You say jokingly "I may not be showing it, but I'm so close to hexing him into into next year."She says grinding her teeth "Uhh okayyyy, I think that's enough of talking about him. We have to get ready to breakfast, we are already five minutes late, at least Harry and Ron saved you a sea-" when you said Ron's name Hermione rolled her eyes "I am not going to sit next to an idiot that thinks Crookshanks
killed his rat! I mean Scabbers was already like 13 years old! It probably...."

You got ready into a new blouse and robes, (that you hoped showed no signes that you are no longer a virgin) is that even possible, to look like you're not a virgin?? you brushed your hair neatly, putting  on a light coverage of makeup; to hide your puffy eyes. Finally heading down the hall to get to breakfast all while Hermione is still ranting on about Ron, which is fine. "Hermione, do you fancy Ron?" She stopped in her tracks and gave you a straight look in your eye "What- where would you ever get the idea I fancy Ronald?!" Hermione said slowly turning red "I erm- heard Someone say that you held Ron's hand during Hagrid's class... and I know when someone likes a person, and you're giving signs, Hermione." You say looking at her, regretting that you said anything. "Well I don't fancy him, I rather fancy someone else thank you very much." And with that Hermione walked off.

Oh well I wasn't expecting that she liked someone else. I wonder who she likes, oh well; she will tell me when she's ready. "Good morning, Y/N. You feeling any better?" Ginny walked up to you from her seat next to Ron and Harry. "A little, yes. I see you're sitting next to Harry." Ginny got a awful shade of red. "Oh shush. I just finished breakfast, I'll wait until you are finished, then we can head to the library. Remember we have a free period again!" Nodding, you head to sit next to Harry. Talking to him for most of breakfast you dismiss yourself, and leave to the library with Ginny.

While there you're finishing up some homework, and Ginny is reading the Daily Prophet once more. "Awful. Just awful" she says under her breath. "What is?" You ask setting down your parchment. "Sirius Black, they still haven't found him. It's scary knowing that man is out on the loose somewhere. Just awful." Nodding in agreement, you stretch out your back. "Hey, what happened last night,        Y/N?" Getting caught by surprised, you fall back out of your chair, and look at Ginny from the floor. "W-what do you mean?"

A/N: sorry if this chapter is a little long, or not long enough 0.0 haha I want to once again thank you so much for the support I'm getting! I got a question on how long this story is going to keep going, and honestly. Bish It's really up to y'all, if there's at least one person still reading; then I'm still writing;)