𝑃𝑎𝑦𝑡𝑜𝑛 𝑀𝑜𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑖𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐽𝑎𝑐𝑘𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝐹𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝐼𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠

Sick, Cuddle, and Talk🪐 P.M

I sit up and cough.

I hear a door open and close downstairs.

"Baby?" My boyfriend calls.

"I'm-" I cough once again.

I hear him sprint upstairs.

"Babe" he bursts through the door.

He smelled like (shit) weed and his eyes were red.

"Have you been smoking?" I ask weakly.

He shoves his hands in his pocket and looks at my feet that were wrapped around in his soft baby blue blanket he left here.

"Payton" I softly say.

I take my hand out of the blanket and tug at his hand.

He looks at me and smiles.

"Don't do that" I frown.

He takes his shoes off with one hand while I still have his other in my hand.

He took his shirt off, letting go of my hand.

He quickly grabbed ahold of my hand again.

I frowned at him.

"I'm sick"

"We'll be sick together"

He grabbed my cheeks and kissed me repeatedly.

"Mm" he hummed as he pulled away.

I opened a spot next to me and he got in.

He pulled me close.

I inhaled his actual scent where it didn't smell like weed.

"Can we deep talk?" He softly whispered as he dug his head into my neck.

"Mhm" I hummed.

"The reason I smoked is because I was stressed.. about our argument last night. And also because me and Jackson got into a street fight with this dude that tore Jackson's tire just cause his sister was Jackson's ex"

I coughed.

I sigh.

"Why couldn't you just talk it out?" I sigh.

"Because he threw a punch at Jackson. I was heated and tackled him. I got up and continued punching him and Jackson joined. I nearly got arrested. I'm sorry I came late last night. Jackson and Delilah are in the middle of avoiding each other. I didn't want you to lecture me like you always do. I understand you're trying to teach me to not fight everyone I was mad with like I did in the past and you're trying to change my ways to good ways, but sometimes I need to take my anger out on the person who caused my anger.."

"You amaze me, Moormeier" my weak voice speaks.

"The fact that you changed just for me. The fact that you're yourself. The fact that you 'proposed' to me by giving me one of your rings. The fact that we can have deep talks without an issue of judgement. The fact that you call me yours anytime your jealous. The fact that you mention me as your wife at a restaurant speaker or your friends. The fact that you're clingy when you're sleepy. The fact that you respect when I'm on my period and you never get mad or get me mad. I love all of you. Don't ever change for anyone else. Just for me, though" I chuckle.

I felt him smile into my neck.

He clinged onto my waist and tangled our legs.

"I thank you for changing me. I wouldn't be the successful person I am today, without you being my girlfriend. I wouldn't be making music. I would be slumped in the corner of a messy room. I liked that you were my best friend and you talked me through all my problems. But now I love that you're all mine, I can have all of you and I couldn't be happier. I love you so so much"

"I love you" I smile.

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