Starstruck [H.S.]

That Dirty Mouth Will Be The Death Of Me

Tonight's show felt different somehow. It felt more. I noticed Harry looking down at me throughout the show. Smiling when I would make a face at him. He winked at me. Ran his tongue across his lips. Sang certain lyrics directly at me. This man knows what the fuck he is doing.  When the show ended and he did that whole water thing with his mouth…. I don't understand why that's so fucking hot. But it is. It's fucking hot. 

Ed and I made our way backstage. I walked over to the refreshment table and made Harry some warm lemon, honey, ginger water for his throat. 

Arms wrapped around me and spun me. He was grinning down at me with his eyes full of sparkles. He really enjoyed this. Doing what he did. 

"I made you throat water." I handed the cup to him. 

"Throat water?" Harry laughed. 

"Mmmm." I shrugged. "I read it's supposed to help your throat after you give it a workout…" 

His eyebrows shoot up. "Did you drink some after…" 

I give him a smirk. "I don't need throat water. My throat is a beast. It can take a real beating." 

"Jesus." Harry shakes his head, that wicked look is back in his eyes. "That fucking mouth will be the death of me." 

"No backstage fans tonight?" 

He's hands are still on my hips. He's looking down at me with a smile. "Yeah. They haven't been let back yet." 

I lean up on my tiptoes and kiss him softly. "I'll be over there with the band. Have fun, poptart." 

Harry's eyes follow me as I go stand next to Ed. He's talking to Harry's band. 

I raise my hands up to Mitch for a double high-five. "Mitch the Bad Bitch!" He's shy and I'm gonna break him of that. I've been to three of these things now. Mitch and I are besties. 

He gives me a grin and smacks my hands. "Hi Pen." 

"Say it with your chest Mitch." 

He shakes his head at me. "Absolutely not." 

"Come on." I coax. 

"I'm Mitch the Bad Bitch." He mumbles. 

"Oh come on Mitch...that was lame. 3/10. We'll work on it. You were a monster tonight. Own that shit my guy." 

I hear Harry laughing behind me. When I turn around to look at him he's shaking his head at me. I wink at him. 

Sarah is standing next to Mitch. I bow to her. "Sarah my Queen. I am not worthy." 

"Girl knock that off." She waves her hands at me. 

"So Mitch...You single?" I ask, leaning my elbow on Ed's shoulder. 

Mitch turns bright red. His eyes shift to Harry. Then to Sarah. 

I start laughing. "Oh honey. No… no… I mean you're cute...but uh…" I nod my head toward Harry and drop my voice. "Have you seen what he's working with...God Damn. I didn't mean for me. I have this friend. Her name is Sarah. She plays drums. Super hot too. Ass like Yonce." Mitch is almost purple at this point. Sarah is laughing. I can feel Ed's body shaking. I turn to him. "You single?" 

"Yup." 

"You looking?" 

He is grinning from ear to ear. 

"What are you doing to poor Mitch?" 

I jump. "Fucking hell!" I glare at all of Harry's friends. "Warn a bitch next time. Jesus!"