lavender boy ∘ muke ∘

four

≫ m i c h a e l

oh fuck.

i immediately regret giving luke my letter. what if he finds out i sent it and i've ruined the already slim chance of a relationship. i have considered running back to grab the note multiple times but now it is too late, school has ended, he would have already seen the envelope.

i'm starting to freak out. this was a mistake.

breathe, michael, breathe.

i grab my keys and rush to my beat-up car. i know just the place that will calm my nerves.

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the lavender field. my safe haven.

i found it a couple of years back and now it's where i go whenever i feel stressed, angry and sad.

i get out of the vehicle and inhale my favourite scent.

lying down amongst the flowers and pretty aroma i plug my headphones in. as my ears fill with the opening beats of green day i find myself forgetting all about luke and my love letter.

❅❃❉❊❅❃❉❊❅❃❉❊

so it's another super short chapter 🙈 but i wanted to introduce the lavender field and show that michael was also nervous about the note just like luke was in the previous chapter.

um there will be another update v soon and i promise the note will be in the next chapter.

xx