void // irwin (discontinued)

// March 31, 2014 //

March 31, 2014

Dear Courtney,
I'm starting to regain my weight and happiness. I think all I had to do was to leave our house. Although I didn't want too, but I had too if I wanted to be happy again.

I'm stating to go outside a lot more. Harry and Lauren have been wanting me to come get them after school, which is nice because it gives us more time to be together. They've also want ice cream all the time, so we're always making mini ice cream runs at night.

The boys and I have been hanging out too. Whenever one of them aren't working, they stop buy at my mum's and play Fifa or just catch up.

I'm really starting to feel a lot better, so it's getting easier to think about you, and no start balling my eyes out. But, I do tear up a bit every now and then.

Love,
Ash xx
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Ashton put his pen down, and folded the piece of paper. He looked at the clock and saw that it was time for him to go get his brother and sister.

He slipped on a random t-shirt and jeans, and headed out the door. Across the street he saw a U-Haul truck parked in front of a house, and girl walking to grab another box. He had to take a double glance at the girl, she has the same dark brown hair as Courtney, but her hair was shorter.

He shook it head and got into the car, putting the key in the ignition.

"She's gone, but it's alright" he thought and kept driving.
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a/n: trying to get back into writing. hopefully this wasn't too bad. also sorry for not updating in like 5000 years. also what do u think of the third person kind of thing?