void // irwin (discontinued)

// December 12, 2013 //

December 12, 2013

Dear Courtney, 

It's been a month an a half since you've been gone. I haven't really slept much since. Probably only a few hours every night. Your stuff are still here, in our apartment. Your clothes are still on your side of the closet. I haven't moved anything. Sometimes, I take out your Nirvana band t-shirt because it was my favorite piece of clothing you had. But when I do, it doesn't take me long for me to bust into tears. 

I still remember the way you'd wear that shirt. If we were home, you would just wear my boxers and use them as shorts, and you'd put on the over-size shirt. But if we were going out, like the movies, which was your favorite place to go to, you'd wear ripped up black jeans and wear one of my red flannels with them. I'd love it when you'd wear your all black Converse with that. 

The boys and their girlfriends miss you too. Especially Michael, he misses you probably as much as I do. But I highly doubt it, I miss you more than anybody could imagine. 

I have to get going now, my shift at work starts in thirty minutes and it's raining so it'll take me a while to get to work. I miss you so much.

Love, 

Ashton xx

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yaaas, this is staring. so basically, i changed the whole story and thought letter would be cool. this actually started off as a voice mail but then i was like nah. but yeah, enjoy (: xx