Jai'lani is 19 years old and is about to face the world on her own will she be able to continue her dreams or will she get distracted with everything going on around her what will happen when she bump into the biggest drug lord in Cali ?
Me and Jason is now in a relationship and honestly i can say i hate it here. These past 3 months have been nothing but hell and stress. I've been losing friends and my family. I still got my apartment but he moved me out to the country. Me and Juan'tai haven't talked since i moved away. He don't like the way Jason treats me but I'm just afraid to leave and even if i tried i'm sure he will kill me.
December 12 6:35am As I slowly woke up I looked at my clock seeing I had to be to work. I have no phone I have no friends but he do allow me to work. I'm working at a coffee shop with his homeboy girl. She has no clue what goes on at home because I keep myself covered and usually stay in the back. I made my way out of bed slow not to wake him up. I went to the guest bathroom and took a shower getting ready to go. "AYE YOU BEEN IN THE LONG ENOUGH GET THE FUCK OUT" Jason said banging on the door. "I'm coming now." I said sighing turning the water off. I grabbed a towel and made my way out the bathroom. "Why the fuck you coming out like that you must want me to fuck the shit out of you." He said walking towards me. "Jason stop ima be late for work." I said rubbing his chest trying not to do anything wrong. "5 minutes baby." He said rubbing my cheek. Sometimes he can be sweet it's just he has a bad temper. He agreed on letting me go see my friends for Christmas before we move to Texas. "Okay" I said dropping the towel walking him over to the bed.
I slowly climbed on top of him before he roughly turned me over on my stomach lifting my ass up with one hand. He opened my ass with his other hand and began sucking on it. He slowly flicked it tongue up and down from my clit to my ass. He stuck is tongue inside my hole going in and out fast. With me still on my knees he came up and inserted his dick inside me. As I arched my back his grabbed my lower back applying pressure to hit as his went into my in and out faster each stroke. Within 15 minutes he finally ejected inside me falling back. I got up and made my way back to the shower before leaving to go to work.
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As I made my way around the coffee shop I couldn't help but notice everybody starting at me. I walked off in the back and looked at myself in the mirror examining my eye. I touched the purple bruise and jumped at the pain it caused. After washing my hands I made my way out the bathroom and got back to work waiting for 3:00 to come so I could get off.
Later That Night.. As I got out the shower I noticed Jason hasn't been home since I have been here. I laid in bed rubbing the little belly I had. I have been getting fat and weird cravings but I brushed it off figured It was just happy weight. As I turned over to go to bed in walked Jason. "Bitch you better be home." He slurred walking in the room. "Baby what's wrong?" I asked sitting up looking over at him with a frown on my face. "Don't baby me bitch who was you with earlier." He asked sending a slap across my face. I looked at him confused "nobody I was at work I told you this morning." He grabbed my throat chocking me . "No bitch I never said get a job you always do what you want and what you please I'm not putting up with this shit anymore." I looked at him with fear in my eyes as they rolled back. "B-b- I- ca-" was the last thing I remember saying before I blacked out.
I woke up with doctors surrounded me looking over me. "She's woke" one said writing things on a clipboard. I looked around as all the doctors started grabbing equipment and medicines coming towards me. "Hi I'm doctor Simon and I see here you fell out hitting your head causing you to go unconscious. Do you remember what happened." He asked writing things down taking my pulse. "No" I said shaking my head . He nodded and walked away. I felt tears fall from my face as they ran test and checked everything else out. "Ms.Cash, after these results come in you can be released do you have somebody to come get you?" A lady asked me along in the room. "No but I'll be fine." I said sitting all the way up in the bed. She nodded and walked away. I gathered my items and took a look in the mirror. I saw my cheek had stitches and my eye was completely shut. I wiped the remaining tears away as I got myself together to leave. "Oh I'm sorry ms.cash we have news for you. Your going on 13 weeks. You can get an obgyn from here or your own but we have great doctors here. She said smiling at me. I just sat there shook I couldn't believe I was carrying this man child not only that but I'm 3 months.
I walked down the dark cold street as I made my way into town. As cars flew by and the wind blew my body shook rapidly. I looked down at my pajama shorts and shook my head. Who would've known tonight was the night I would be free. I made my way into town taking in the air. It felt good to be home. After 3 hours of walking I made it to my apartment complex. As I made my way inside I broke down crying. I haven't seen home in 3 months and 3 months straight I got my ass beat. I don't know how I even allowed myself to get that low. I'm better than that and I set myself short. I knew for a fact I wasn't going back but the love was still there.
The next morning As I made my way out the shower I went into my closet and grabbed my black Nike suit with my black 12's. I pulled my hair in a back ponytail and made my way into the kitchen. As I cleaned my fridge out throwing EVERY FOOD I had in my house away I began cleaning up. After a while I decided it was time to go grocery shopping. As I made my way to my car I haven't drove in forever I seen murk. "Wassup stranger" he said walking towards me with his hands out for a hug. "Hi" I said dryly hugging him tight letting everything I was holding in out. "Hey what's wrong" he asked as he studied my face and all my scars. "I'm tired juan I've been doing this shit for 3 months. I can't keep allowing myself to get hurt." I said crying in front of everybody. He walked me to my car and got in the passenger seat. "Babygirl whatever your going through you will get through you just have to leave." Juan said holding my chin. I just smiled and looked away. "I'm serious ma.. I been told you to leave him. Yeah he getting you big but he stressing you out I see the gray coming" he said pushing my hair back. I laughed and looked over at him. "I'm trying I really am. He nodded "well ima go just holla at me my number ain change." He said making his way out my car. I finally drove off and made my way to the grocery store.
"I'm done I can't keep going through this." I cried as I laid on Ny shoulder. "And you shouldn't you deserve way better" derri said rubbing my back. "Look at your face, your body, look at your hair. Bitch you have never allowed yourself to look this bad." Ny said lifting my head up. I continued staring at the ground as the words they was saying faded away. All I could think about is Jason and was he okay. "Guys I'm getting tired." I said getting up grabbing my phone. "Alright we will be here if you need anything." Ny said getting comfortable on the couch. I nodded as I walked into my room closing the door. I knew sooner or later I would have to let everybody know I just didn't know how to.
