Love Triangle (One Direction fanfiction)

Cap 8

I roll in my bed for a couple of hours and I just can't fall asleep ,so I decide to go downstairs for a glass of water. When I enter the kitchen I see Sarah with a glass of alcohool in her hand and a tigarett in the other. She is an adult, but I still can' t accept the fact that she is drinking and smoking, may I add, a little too much for her health.

"Why aren't you sleeping?"she says bored.

"I could ask you the same thing."

She doesn't respond , but pours herself another glass and gives me the bottle with a smiple gesture of joining her little high party. I don't know what came in my mind but I put the bottle to my mouth and drank half of it without a blink.

"Wow there! Calm down!" Sarah took the alcohool bottle from me. When O realized what I've done I started crying.

"I'm so sorry!"

"No, it's okey. I won't tell mom."

"It's not about mom. What if I start drinking again as I used to. What if my depresion appears again?"

"I won't let that happen. I would help you."

"Yeah sure. Because you hepl me all the time, right?"

"Abigail...don't do this now...

"

"You never helped me. You never were near me when I needed. You were leaving all the time. Because of you our parents divorced for fuck sake!"

"Don't say that!"

"To late."

The silence got over the room. The air became heavy to breath and the situation  impossible to handle.

"Harry called me after he left the restaurant..."

My eyes turned from the widow to Sarah and a concernd look appeared on my face. Did he tell her we met before or that I was at his apartament. I hope not. Sarah wouldn't want to share the boy she kissed with her sister.

"He told me that you met before..."

My cheeks are starting to flame and the temperature of my body starts raising. I don't know why I became so sensible. I wasn't like that at all. This city can really change you.

"What did he said?"

"He said that he busted into you and you were at his apartament and...that..."

"What Sarah? What he said?"

"That he really likes you."

I start laughing. Is he kidding?

"Why are you laughing?"

"I don't know. It just doesn't seem like something he would say."

"Well, I don't know what you know about him, but he said that. And it looked like he ment it."

My smile faid away. I don't know how to react. I just kissed Niall and it seemed so real and I really like him, but then theres Harry that tells my sister, who he kissed, that he likes me. Where am I? In a god damn love triangle with two really different personalities of step-brothers. Where is my life going? I can leave neither of them and I am afraid that I star liking both of them equal.

"You know what, I will leave you time to think. I go to sleep. Goodnight, sis!"

"Goodnight, Sarah!"

I stay a few more minutes in the kitchen thinking and I do the  stupidest thing ever. I fet my jacket and my phone. I jump in the car and go to Harry's apartament. I would rather go to Niall because he is the one that I kissed, but I don't know where he is living. And I also want to find out whats on Harry's mind these days. So here I am at 2:35 A.M. going to Harrys. Good luck me!