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His eyes go wide , but he still has that charming smile on his face. I can see that adorable dimmpels of his. His hand gets mine and I can fell chills. He comes closer and closer. This is the scene ib movies where people kiss , but I don't want to. I can't. I kissed Niall less than 12 hours ago. His face comes closer and I make two steps behind. He notices that right away that I can't do what he wants me to. His face looks at the flour, the hand that once was holding mine now is on the back of his neck. I fell terrible for rejecting him.

"I'm sorry..."

"No, no. It's just that..."

"I know, I know. The old story It's not you, is me or something like that. But I will wait...for you."

"For me?"

"You know what? Do you mind having a drink?"

"At this hour?"

"Yes. You already woke me up. There is no chance I will go back to sleep now."

"And then...he fell over and he said "what am I doing here?"we laughed again. I don't know the hours that I spend in Harry's apartament. All I know is that we got really drunk and here we are laughing our butts off over stupid past events.

"No he didn't." He says pouring himself another drink.

"Yes he did."

He looked at me for awhile I don't know why, but I didn't fell shy or ashamed that he practically examinaises every inch of my body with that forest looking eyes. I am too drunk to even care.

"Why are you starinv at me like that? The vodka transformed you in a serial killer or something?"

"No is just that...you are really beautiful, Abigail."

"You know that this thing between us won't work, right?"

He sits on the couch next to me staring at his glass with a neutural face.

"Why won't it work?"

"Because...it can't."

"Why?"

"Because I already have a boyfriend."

I want to slap myself for saying that. I already have a boyfriend really Abigail, really? If you kissed one guy it doesn't mean you have a boyfriend even if you really like him.

"You have a boyfriend? Who?"

Your step-brother actually.

"Not someone you know."

"Try me."

"It's not your buisness."

"It's not my buisness that I am asking about you're boyfriend, but you can appear past midnight at my apartament and tell me sweet lies, right?"

"They weren't lies, okey? I really wanted to see you."

"Why? To mess with my head? To give me hopes and than what? To tell me you have a boyfriend. Nice game you are playing there Abigail."he says that with such a horrible sarcastic laugh at the end that makes my heart break.

"It's not true."

"It's not? Well then illuminate me, please. Tell me the truth."

I don't respond back. I fell really embarrest that I came here now. I should have stayed at home and sleep or whatever. Not this mess.

"As I thought. It's all a game."

"Harry...I think the drinks got into your head a little."

"That's not the truth!"he shouts so loud I think the neighbours heart us. He got up from the couch and he makes two steps away from me.

"I didn't mean it. I am sorry Harry."

"Why don't you love me?"

"What?"

"You heart me. Why don't you love me."

"Love? That's a really strong word you used there. I barelly know you. And it seems like you are keeping a lot of secrets."

"Those are to protect you."

"To protect me of what, Harry?"

"To protect you of me. My past. My soul. My mistakes. My regrets that I don't want to repeat with you."

"To repeat with me? Wha- what are you talking about?"

"You know what...you should leave."

"Leave?"

"Yeah...leave. I am done with this night."

"I don't understand you Harry."

"And maybe you will never do."he says with a sad smirk. I scoff off the couch and just leave. I fell so emty. So awfull. So confused. My head hurts. I want to go home. I go to take my car and check the time. It's 6:45 A.M. This had been a long night. And I didn't even tell Harry what Sarah told me about him liking me. Anyways I am going thru the streets and sudently see Niall. He is alone with a coffee in his hand. I really needed to see him. I stopped the car next to him and glanced the window down.

"Are you lost?"

"Abigail? Hi! What are you doing here?"

"I was around to see my cousin actually. Ammm... Do you want to go somewhere? To a movie maybe?"

"Actually I have some work to do."

"Please! It will be quick. And if you want after I can help you with whatever you need to do later."

"I don't know..."

"Niall, I really need a friend now. To be next to me."

"Did something happened that's  on your mind bothering you?"

"No. You know what forget it. Go do your work I see is more important than me."

"Abi-..."

I start the car and drive as quick as I can. I am so rude and impaicent with him. I fell bad now that I left like that, but what can I do now. Go back? No. The case is already consumed. I hope he will forgive me after this.

Niall's POV:

She left so quickly that I didn't even have time to blink twice. What happened with her? Something is not right. I need to go to Harry to finish the work that I told her about. I make my way to his apartament and knock at the door. Harry responds with a slobber face. I enter in the apartament and see a girl's scarf on the couch.

"I see you have company. If you want I will come later."

"No,no the company left two minutes ago. "

"I didn't see anyone around your taste to leave this place earlyer."

"Oww...so you didn't see Abigail?"

"Abigail? What would she do in your house?"

"She came at midnight actually."

I am so angry and jelous now. Why didn't she tell me the truth? She went to visit her cousin on my ass.

"Why did she came?"

"To see me."

"To see you?"

"Yes, Niall. Why are you so surprised?"

"I don't believe you."

"Ohh yeah? Then why do I know that before comming here you two kissed? "

I fell so anxious right know. She lied to me. I need an explination from her. And I need it now. I leave without saying a word.

"Niall, where are you going?"

I hear Harry shouting from the door. He is such an ass. Doesn't care about hurting other people feelings. Next stop, Abigail's house.

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