two bros chilling in a classroom, five feet apart, 'cause they're very gay :)
there's an intense love square.
maybe a love pentagon.
maybe a bigger love shape.
- TERRIBLY WRITTEN
- CRINGE WARNING
- chaos to angst ff
- grammar mistakes
- a very holy...
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"y-you... w-what?"
"i like you, hyung." stay still, my heart.
fluff no, my heart can't stay still, i'll die.
"w-well... jungwon, i like you, too."
"you do?" oh gosh, please, how do i kindly not reject a babie? i'm losing my mind.
"b-but, you see, jungwon..."
"hyung, i'm sorry..." jungwon looks down at his lap, his nose sniffing.
PLEASE, WHY IS HE JUST SO EFFORTLESSLY CUTE WITHOUT TRYING?
"n-no! no, jungwon! you don't need to be sorry! there's nothing to be sorry for!" i kneel on the floor, trying my best to console him, holding his hand in my own, and caressing his tear-stained skin.
"i'm such a waste of your time..." jungwon mumbles, wiping his eyes again. "you should just be happy, i shouldn't try to interrupt your feelings for sunghoon hyung."
here's the tea: as much as i love sunghoon romantically, it's the same amount for jungwon unromantically, and that's the bad thing. i'm very much sure jungwon has mixed feelings and is currently trying his best to move on.
"i'm sorry, jake hyung, i shouldn't be like this, it's hard to move on, but you're so attractive, your aussie accent is so soothing to my ears, and curls of your lips when you smile makes me wanna swim in them..." jungwon explains. there was literally nothing i could say, so i decide to hug him.
"warm hugs, jungwon, warm hugs." jungwon mumbles something, but i just hug him tighter.
"i c-can't breathe, hyung..." jungwon mumbles a little louder. i release him from the sudden hug and hold him by his shoulders.
"jungwon, look, it's alright. it's okay to fall in love. nobody can stop you. you are your own persona. your own personality, your own life, your own shadow, and you're the narrator of your life." i tell him. honestly, i have no idea what i'm saying. acceptable clown advice?
"but-"
"no 'buts', jungwon. i'm not joking when i say this, i love you even if it is not to my heart's desire. i care about you because you are indeed one of the closest people i could trust for the past three months that i've stayed here in korea..." i say. "don't think that people hate or love you both the same amount. you are your own flaw and perfection, and everyone else is the same way, but what i'm saying is..." i pause.
there's so much that revolves around my life, too. i could just imagine what jungwon could be thinking of right now... there's only so little time for me. for me, for friends, for my parents, for everyone who was there for me under the sky lights of the world.
"jungwon, such people like you will eventually find adoration soon, sometimes through persistence, but often through the unconditional love and support from those around you."
