He glided his thumb slowly against my bottom lip, staring into my eyes with a mischievous look on his face. His toned body pressed against mine as he slowly kissed my neck, bending down to pick me up. Tilting my head, rolling my eyes in pleasure, I lift my hand up his vest, feeling his defined muscles which were visible through his vest. He rested me on my bed, leaning over me with his necklace hanging from his neck. I slowly took off my shorts to reveal my lace thongs which were soon going to be ripped off by the look of things. I bit my lip, staring into his eyes with a innocent look on my face, waiting for shit to go down. He opened my legs, tracing the lining of my underwear with his fingers and soon pulling them down and taking his boxers off. He got in between my legs, holding my arms down against the bed making it impossible for me to escape. My heart began to race in anticipation although some of me was still unaware because my brain couldn't process what was happening.
He entered me, making me jolt in surprise which triggered some kind of sexual frustration in Mattia. He pushed me deeper into the bed as he deep stroked me with each stroke feeling like heaven on earth. I grabbed his vest, scratching the sides of his triceps, leaving a pink temporary scar in a line on his arm. He kissed me on the cheek, giving me a sign of reassurance as he continues to fuck me, breathing heavily into my ear. I turn over, bending down into doggy style, arching my back and laying my face onto my pillow, using it as something to scream into.
You: I'm gon- I'm gonna cum!
He ignores me and carries on until a warm creamy liquid gradually drips down the side of my thigh. I take a deep sigh and get up from being on all fours and get closer to Mattia who was laying on the bed. He knew what was about to happen so got up, putting his back against the wall whilst laying the rest of his body on the bed. I slowly arch my back, getting closer and wrapping my hand around his dick, steadily palming him and shortly after, using my mouth. He started pushing my head down indicating me to continue sucking.
Mattia: Fuckkk
He said trying his hardest not to moan. I maintain the same technique until he busted, filling my mouth his babies. I swallow and move away from him, dropping my body onto the bed in exhaustion. Mattia got up from the bed and grabbed a towel for himself and throwing a towel beside me and kissing me on the cheek.
Mattia: I'm gonna go have a shower, you coming?
You: Yeah I'll be there in a second
He walks out of the room and into the showers leaving me in my room alone. I look around the room the make sure Mattia put the condom into the trash. I couldn't find it anywhere so I assumed he thew it away. I walk into the shower meeting Mattia there and got into the shower by him to wash myself.
Mattia: You good Trin?
He said from the other shower.
You: Yeah I'm good, I'm fucking tired though
Mattia: What? Because I blew your back out?
You: Yes! You about broke my back!
Mattia: It was good though, right?
You: Good? Shit felt like heaven
Mattia: That's what I do
He said with a smug tone in his voice. I roll my eyes and carry on showering. I heard Mattia's shower turn off, indicating he had finished, leaving just me in the showers. I wrap my body in the towel and walk out the shower, meeting Mattia in my room.
Mattia: Where's the rubber?
You: Rubber?
Mattia: The condom, Trinity. Where is the condom?
You: In the trash where YOU put it I'm guessing
Mattia: I didn't put anything in the trash...
You: Get changed and we'll look for it.
Mattia's POV
I put my pyjamas on as quick as I could and started to look for the rubber. I could see the panic in Trinity's eyes which made me want to find even more just so I could reassure her that everything was fine, though it might not be. I threw the bedsheets at the wall in frustration, desperately looking for the contraception.
Trinity: Well where the fuck is it?!
She snapped at me whilst she got dressed. Her thick British accent came through and her voice trembled which meant she was hella vexed.
Mattia: Im fucking looking for it!
Trinity: Why are you shouting at me? You're the one who can't find it!
Mattia: Maybe if you just fucking helped!
She ran to the trash can in alarm, tipping all the contents of the trash on the floor. A cup full of some kind of drink crashed onto the floor spilling everywhere but she wasn't fazed by it at all, all she wanted to do was find the condom.
Regular POV
My hands trembled in anger and panic as I rummaged through the trash, urgently looking for said 'rubber'. At this point, I know what had happened but I just hoped that I don't appear on the next 'Teen Mom'.
Mattia: I swear I put one on
You: So where is it then?
Mattia: I don't fucking know!
You: Just admit it. You didn't put one on, even if you thought you did.
Mattia: I thought I put one on, I swear
You: We really shouldn't panic.
Mattia: You could be pregnant; what do you mean, 'we shouldn't panic'?
You: I COULD be. Doesn't mean I will be
Mattia: You're acting way too calm for this type of situation, are you sure you're okay?
He was right. I was completely shitting myself but if I panicked, then Mattia would and the only panic he knows turns into violence. Thoughts went rushing through my head, asking myself if I could be worthy of being a mother and what I would do if I couldn't. I couldn't give he or she to my parents, they would treat the baby like shit plus they won't even talk to me. What the fuck? Why am I even think about this? I might not even be pregnant, but best believe my anxiety is through the roof and I couldn't tell anyone; well not until everything is 'sorted'.
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One way ticket (MP)
FanfictionI was Mattia's best friend for over a year, the only difference was that I lived in South London; home to drugs, gangs and stabbings. I decided to run away from London to New Jersey with my best friend who was coincidentally best friends with Alejan...
