Mattia's POVShit. As soon as I did what I did I regretted fully, how stupid could I have been? I drive back home but I couldn't control my anger, everything that had happened today I still couldn't get over. I pulled over to the nearest McDonald's, got out of the car and walk into the shop, I decided to jump onto the trend and get the new 'Travis Scott burger' but I couldn't get my mind off of her. I know it sounds cheesy and all but everything reminded me off her, even the fucking burger; she always told me about how much she loved Travis, I even tried to book us some tickets to his concert the other day but of course; I had to fuck things up.
iMessage
Mattia: Hey...
Trin🥺: 👋🏽
Mattia: Can we talk?
Trin🥺: What... now?
Mattia: If you want to we can
Trin🥺: I guess it's better if we talk now🤷🏽♀️
Mattia: I'll be 2 minutes
Regular POV
I was kinda over my crying phase, well mostly because I basically ran out of tears. It had been so long since I had cried and it felt so weird, I decided to not wipe the mascara tears from my face because I was that petty bitch. I applied my lip gloss as usual and walked out the school where Mattia was waiting in his car, I got in the car and waited for him to start the conversation...
Mattia: You okay?
You: I wasn't but I guess I'm alright now
Mattia: I'm sorry Trin
You: And I'm sorry for being rude, even though you were being rude first but whatever... I'm sorry
Mattia: We okay then?
You: Ugh. I guess
We both started laughing, even know we only fell out for like an hour, I really did miss his laugh. Ew so cheesy.
Mattia: Trin?
You: Yeah?
Mattia: Can I stay at yours today? My parents will kill me if they see the bruise on my face
He turned his head to show me the bruise from where Alejandro punched him, that shit was purple asf.
You: Yeah I'll get you an ice pack as well
He turns the engine off to his car and we both get out, heading back into the school. I lock the school doors behind us and he heads straight to my room turning the lights on that I previously had off whilst I was having my meltdown. I walk into my room where Mattia was sitting on my bed, I join him and look through his bag which was weirdly quite heavy.
You: What's in the backpack?
Mattia: Clothes
You: So you were planning to stay here anyway? What if I said I didn't forgive you?
Mattia: I know you're not like that though, and if you were I'd just stay in my car, there's no way I'm going back to my house with the fat ass bruise on my face
You: I'll go get an ice pack now, stay here okay?
Mattia: You mad attractive when you bossy
You: Yeah and you been saying that but I'm being serious.
Mattia: I am!
You: So you finna listen to me?
Mattia: Idk, if you take too long I might get bored and walk around the school
You: Damn you like a mf childddd, might as well come with me then
Mattia: Say no more
I get up from the bed and head out the room with Mattia following behind, I wasn't allowed to turn any lights on after 6pm so Mr. Consentino gave me a flashlight. We walk all the way to the other side of the school where the boys changing room was, which was the only place with a fridge full of ice packs. Mattia sat down on one of the benches whilst I got an ice pack and a towel wrap it into. I hold it next to his face, he takes it from me, smiling at me and goes back on his phone.
You: So what's happening tomorrow?
Mattia: What do you mean?
You: What I mean is, do you think Ale's gonna wanna fight you tomorrow?
Mattia: Doubt it, and so what if he wants to fight, I'll knock him out again.
You: No you won't, you've literally had two fights TODAY
Mattia: I know but-
You: No 'but's'.
Mattia: It's not my fault I can't control my anger
He said shrugging his shoulders, I knew he was right so I kept quiet. I took the ice pack from him since it was about melting and we went back into my room. We shared the snacks I bought from the shop and chilled, watching Netflix and cuddling under the covers of my bed. I looked into his eyes whilst he was watching 'Us' and thought to myself; what would I be doing if I didn't book that flight? If I didn't stand my ground and leave that shithole called 'South London'? Well... I'd probably be at home, living off of microwave meals and getting verbally and physically abused by Jahvon and being forced to sleep in the kitchen because him and his took the bedrooms. Ugh I don't even wanna think about that mf. I kiss Mattia on the cheek and get myself comfortable and ready to sleep, he looks at me and gives me a reassuring smile, grabbing my face softly, kissing me my on the lips.
Mattia: You goin sleep?
You: I got school and work tomorrow, it's nearly 3am
Mattia: Oh shit! I thought it was like 12am, the movie will be done in about 10 minutes anyway
You: Okay
I go on my phone, setting my alarm for tomorrow and go sleep.
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