𝚘𝚋𝚡 𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜

jj maybank ; dna

note: i like these kook x pogue ones they're really fun to write ahhaha anyways enjoy ;)
again, it's based on the obx storyline but doesn't follow it exactly:)
warning: drug use, fighting, abuse

"stupid bitch!" my dad yelled at me, i don't even know what for thing time but i was in trouble. he backed me into a wall and punched me, over and over again. he had been doing this for forever, i was used to the pain. once he stopped i ran to the front door, when rafe came from the side.

"you heading out?"

"yeah why?"

"could you- uhm do something for me y/n?" rafe asked, shaking his hair.

"sure what is it?" i smiled at him.

"you promise not to tell dad?"

"yeah sure, like he'd listen to me anyway."

"okay i need you to take this money to 738 redrum street okay?" he handed me a bag.

"uhm-sure?" even though it was sus, i took the bag and got in my car. i typed in the address and it took me to this weird ass house. it looked like crackhead central, i parked around the back, getting the bag. i put my sunglasses on so my identity was slightly hidden and snuck into the house. it was seemingly empty i so i looked through the house. i heard the front door open and i dived into a closet.

"shit shit shit." i cursed. i heard footsteps get closer, i held my breath and the closet door opened. jj and john b grabbed a bag from the top rack, not noticing me. they threw the bag onto the bed and opened it to a bunch of drug money.

"20-25 that's enough. just enough." jj grinned.

"jj this is a bad idea."

they walked out of the room, i got out of the closet and put the money on the bed. i put my sunglasses back on and headed outside. when i walked out the front door, to see all of the pogues and my twin sister sarah. they all turned to look at me as the door closed. i bit my lip and prayed they wouldn't recognise me.

"y/n?" sarah called out. i started walking, picking up the pace.

"so which one of you is banging my little sister?" sarah looked in between pope and jj.

i coughed, "it isn't y/n." i said, trying to deepen my voice.

"i'm not stupid you know, i can recognise you." sarah pulled off my glasses. her eyes examined my bruised face.

"why are you here?" she held my shoulders so i couldn't run. i didn't say anything because as much as she hates to admit it sarah's a little snitch.

"jesus what happened to your face?" kiara spoke up.

"huh? oh i ran into a wall." i lied.

"it doesn't look like that." john b pointed.

"well i don't know what else to tell you, i ran into a wall."

"who did this y/n?" sarah looked me dead in the eyes. i looked at my feet.

"uh the wall." i laughed.

"you're lying n/n. you're my little sis-"

"by one minute sarah! i'm not lying!" i yelled pushing her off me.

they all looked at me shocked at the outburst of emotion.

god i really am a monster, am i turning into him.

i closed my eyes holding my face, when i felt someone wrap their arms around me. i didn't say anything and just wrapped my arms around them. i smelt perfume which smelt like kie's. i rested my head on her shoulder and sarah held me too.

"i'm sorry." i whispered, breaking down. the girls hushed me and took me into the twinkie.

"you are not going back home okay? you're safe. okay? you need to tell us, or me whats going on." sarah rubbed my back, the boys got in the front with pope lying on the closest seat to the front. i just sat there with my head in my hands, john b drove us to the chateau and we all went inside.

"sit on the counter princess, we gotta clean those cuts." jj pointed to the counter. i nodded and sat on the counter. sarah and kiara sat next to me while jj stood in between my legs and cleaned me up. i winced every time he would go over a cut from my fathers rings. jj apologising profusely. once he was done, i got off the counter and they all looked at me.

"can you tell me what happened please?" sarah asked.

"i can't."

"what?"

"i can't."

"can i tell you something?" kiara asked.

i nodded, she took my away from the others.

"look, if you don't want to open up to sarah could you open up to one of us. we won't judge you, especially the boys." she smiled at me.

"kiara i appreciate it but seriously there's nothing going on."

"don't lie to us now, i know there's a deeper meaning here."

i shook my head, "please kie." i looked at her, my eyes teary.

"fine." she nodded and we walked back inside.

"i just want to go home, please."

"i'll take you." jj offered

i went outside and got in the passenger side, jj following. he started the twinkie and began to drive.

"so, it's your dad huh?" he kept his eyes to the road.

"what?" i furrowed my eyebrows together.

"i know a punch when i see a punch."

"jj i already told you i ran into a wall."

"you don't have to lie to me you know?"

"i'm not lying jj."

jj didn't say anything but pulled over.

"it's ward isn't it?" he looked me dead in the eyes, i felt so venerable. i nodded, not looking at him.

"how long?" he put his hand under my chin so i looked him in the eyes again.

"since forever."

he just pulled me into his chest.

"i don't wanna go back jj- sarah doesn't understand because she's the loved one." i admitted, holding him tightly.

"shhh it's okay you're not going back i'm not taking you back there."

——this is a really sad one, please let me know if you want a part two?