Apology

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Alryt, so yesterday @11:45 P.M AsfiyaSayyad gave me the inspiration for the poem, so i dedicated this poem to her. :))


Not even a single tear rolled down
Neither did my poker face dropped down
Who knew what was i feeling?
Who could read me by just seeing?
No one could
No one but her could
And i ruined it
I ruined all of it

Just a stupid reason
A stupid silly reason
She was my best friend!!
And now i can't even call her a friend
I do not know why we fought
But i know it was me who brought
tears in her lovely eyes
And turned them as cold as ice

That's it, i am not taking it anymore
I don't want to be alone anymore
I run to her house, it was midnight
I didn't care, i just wanted to make things right
I banged on her house door
I wanted to apologise, nothing more
The door was opened by her mother
A little distance away was her father.

I barged into her house
Squirming under her parents' gaze like a mouse
From upstairs she looked down 
From my eyes a tear finally rolled down
At once she looked alarmed,
Her eyes warmed
They shone with unshed tears 
As she made her way down the stairs here

As she reached me
she could see
She could read me like a book
In her gaze i shook
I looked at her and tried  to whisper
But all i did was whimper
I tried to clear my head
And now in a soft but firm voice i said

I don't want a fight,
A silly fight

To take you away from meIt's killing me 
KIlling me to be alone without you 
Killing me to live with out youPlease, please forgive me
I promise i will never hurt thee

I am sorry i am so vey sorry
I could feel her worry 
What  are you worried for? I asked her
She shook her head, her eyes were blur
They shone with unshed tears, which she wiped
And then, her hands touched my face, as she wiped
My dried tears, now my heart was racing
My mind was rapidly pacing

And then, that smile broke on her face
My heart stopped it's race
My mind stopped it's pace
Because of the smile that broke out on her face
She forgave me, my apology was accepted
i didn't think she would forgive me, it was unexpected
But she did, and how i am soaring in the clouds right now!
I am the most happiest person right now

My apology was acceptedSomething unexpected
She was sitting beside me again
She was talking to me again
This was enough for me to last for a life time
I will make sure there is never a 'next time'
For me to hurt her, or fight her
I will be always with her



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