Don't Let It Break Your Heart [L.S]

💚Use All His Confessions Against Him💙

Cara looks like that in this book!

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It's been over a week that Harry and Louis have been pretending that the other one doesn't exists, but they know they aren't really doing a great job with their stolen stares and 'mistaken' touches. Since Niall's birthday, Luke has been visiting Louis everyday after school and Harry absolutely hates it since neither Luke nor Louis seem to keep their hands to themselves. Luke would just randomly touch Louis' cheek and comment something like "Your cheek is so soft.." while Louis would blush at it. At some point, Harry thought Luke was looking at him though, while kissing Louis' cheek and maybe he just imagined it, but he thought the boy had also thrown him a smirk.

Louis though, absolutely loves the way Luke treats him; not because he likes him or anything, but because it made Harry constantly look at them. He could always see the older boy shooting daggers at Luke and it made him kind of happy because it's good to know that Louis isn't the only one suffering here.

The only time Harry had directly talked to Louis was when the boy had gifted Niall his belated birthday present. It was a necklace with a clear, oval shaped resin pendant that has a four leaf clover inside. Niall had immediately proclaimed it as his new lucky charm and had hugged louis, thanking him multiple times.

"It's beautiful, Louis, you're honestly so talented." Harry had said from where he was sitting on the couch.

"Thanks.." Louis had murmured back without sparing him a glance.

Morris, Harry's grandparents and cousins had left a day later than Niall's birthday. The Irish man had handed Louis an evolope that had a few bucks and the boy had tried to refuse to accept it, but Morris wasn't having any of that. Louis had decided to save the money for now, not knowing what to do with it.

It's over a week later, when Niall and Louis are enjoying their pizzas on the couch that Harry walks in through the front door, Cara following behind. The duo is laughing about something that Louis honestly doesn't wants to know about. The girl, Cara, waves at Louis and Niall before plopping down on the couch, beside Louis as Harry disappears somewhere, maybe into the kitchen, Louis assumes

"Hi there, blue eyes! How have you two been?" She asks, looking at both the blue eyed boys.

"Cool!" Says Niall with a responding smile to the girl while Louis just mumbles a tiny "Good..", barely audible to the tattooed girl. Cara frowns at Louis and is about to speak when another voice interrupts her.

"Come on, Car, let's go up to my room and plan about the date." Harry comes out of the kitchen with a bunch of snacks in his hands.

"Date? Who's going on a date?" Niall asks curiously, his brows furrowed together in a visible confusion.

"Cara and I are." Harry announces, smiling at his little brother.

"And you guys are gonna plan it together?.. like, no one is surprising no one? That's so boring though?” Niall replies and Cara chuckles.

"See, I told you. Even the fifteenth years old knows how dating works. One of the two plans it and surprises the other." She laughs and Harry only rolls his eyes.

"Well, we're doing it differently." Harry says, defensively causeing Niall and Cara snicker, but Louis tries to ignore the whole thing by paying attention to the TV.

"Fine, you dork." Cara laughs as Harry's pulls her upstairs.

The room is silent for a few minutes and Louis tries his best to pretend he doesn't see the way Niall is looking at him. It's when the Irish boy places his hand on his knees that Louis looks at him questioningly, with his eyebrows raised. "Are you okay?" Is what Niall asks and Louis pretends to be confused for a moment.

"Of course, why wouldn't I be?" He lets out a little chuckle, but that only makes Niall even more concerned. Louis notices this and sighs. "I'm fine." He says with a deflated huff.

"Come here." Says Niall with his arms open for the feathery haired boy, who immediately takes the offer and cuddles into his chubbybear without a second thought. "It'll be okay, boobear." He promises quietly, though louis doubts it.

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Another week goes by and the frequency of Cara visiting Harry has become more than Luke visiting Louis. Louis basically doesn't have any issues with the girl, but he hates what Harry does to him. They haven't been talking at all anymore and that's gotten Silvia a bit worried. She had been so happy that Louis and Harry were getting along, but now she don't understand why they've gone back to hating each other.

All this time, Louis had been tolerating Harry having Cara at their place, even though it hurts. He always kept quiet and pretended to not notice how Cara and Harry whisper to each other when Louis is around as if hiding their conversation from the boy or how they'd cuddle on the couch, not caring that Louis is right there. He did his best at ignoring the way they touched each other, quite intimately in Louis' opinion. But no matter how good you are at tolerating, pretending and ignoring, you break when you get the blow on your weak nerve.

It's the current day that Louis had been looking around for his sketchbook all around the house. He hadn't drawn anything since that picture of Harry before Niall's birthday and he honestly misses holding the pencil and gliding it over the paper, making that scrapping sound he loves to hear. He had looked for the book everywhere except Harry's room, which is why he had pushed the door of Harry's bedroom open only to see Cara and Harry kissing on the bed and that's when the hell broke loose.

"H-he was kissing her on the bed he ki-kissed me on." He cries in Niall's chest as the blonde boy rocks him in his arms. As soon as Louis had seen the sight, he broke. He had ran out of Harry's room, crying and Niall had caught him in the hallway, asking what happened. Louis decided it was useless keeping it all in, so he decides to tell everything to Niall who listened without interrupting. He just held the smaller boy in his arms as he broke on the floor of Niall's bedroom.

"I know for sure that he's doing this on purpose. Like you said, he's probably scared to have feelings for his supposedly brother." Niall says, caressing Louis' hair.

"I know!" Louis cries herder and Niall tries to calm him.

"Hey, hey, boobear, it's okay. Shh, calm down. Hey, how about we go somewhere with the Troop?" He asks enthusiastically, trying to cheer him up.

"I don't think I can." Louis whispers weakly.

"Yes you can, boo. Don't let bigbear and his bitchy tactics get to you. In fact, I have a nice plan in mind." Niall smirks evilly and Louis furrows his eyebrows in confusion.

"...And that is?" He asks.

"Bigbear used to always gush about how he thinks your body is amazing and your thighs are 'delicious' and how it gets him hot and bothered when you wear high waisted shorts or anything that shows off your curves." Niall says and the other blue eyed boy's face turns red.

"He said all that?" He asks in a gasping whisper.

"Yeah!" Nods Niall. "And oh, how I'm going to use all his confessions against him." He snickers mischievously. "Let's go shopping!"

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I DIDN'T KNOW CARA WAS GENDER FLUID!?!  No wonder she's a daddy... I'm sorry, imma take my thirsty ass somewhere else 😂

ALSO! GOLDEN IS COMING! JAGSJAKAGSLALF IM NOT READY!!!!

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WHY AM I STILL SCREAMING OOPS!

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