I spent another two years in another game... And finally... The war in the underworld is finally finished...
It was a success, the war was one by the humans. Although something was still bothering me. Asuna had disappeared from the game, I heard that there was a war going on in the real world, I still haven't been able to get in touch with the real world yet. It's been an hour since I last checked so I should probably check again. But before I could everything went black. I heard voices. Then I was great by a blinded light, I was confused at first but then I realized I was no longer in the game.
"what happened?" I say sitting up putting my hand on my face "We will speak about that later, for now we need to make sure that you're okay" Takeru said. After they did what needed to be done Takeru and I sat down at a table in the cafeteria so we could talk. "so…I wasn't in the game for 2 years was I?" No, you weren't, it was only 5 days." Takeru said. His tone sounded a bit sad and his eyes told me that he wanted to tell me something but was too afraid to. I could tell something wasn't right. Everyone was acting weird, and I haven't seen Asuna anywhere. I was going to ask him about Asuna "where is Asuna? I haven't seen her anywhere" I say a bit concerned. I see his eyes filled with sadness and he looks down to his hands "as you know, we had a war of our own up here… and unfortunately, Asuna was killed." Takeru said very quietly trying not to make eye contact. The second those words left his mouth my heart stopped and I felt tears rolling down my face. "You have to be joking, right? Asuna can't be dead… please tell me this isn't true" I say stuttering my voice cracking. I see him look down and shake his head. I couldn't help but sob out loud, I buried my head in my arms and restid against the table as I cry. A long time has passed and I stopped crying. I lifted my head and Takeru was still here. He spoke softly and continued to tell me about what happened.
My friends and sister have been trying to keep me positive but also giving me space, it's not easy for them either, it's not easy for any of us, I've lost all well to do anything. If it wasn't for Sugu I probably won't be getting up, eating and doing normal hygiene things. Even so, I barely doing that. It's been a week since then. Since her death. I don't think I'm ever going to recover from this. I cry myself to sleep because of this. Life is hell without Asuna.
Austin's funeral was in 3 days, me and her close friends we're invited.
Time skip to Austins funeral
Lisbeth and I we're invited to the funeral since we were closest to her. Klein give us a ride and drop us off.
Time skip after the funeral
The funeral was over and people were leaving, it was only Asuna Dad, Mom and two other I believe close relatives of Asuna's. Lisbeth and I we're waiting for Klein to come pick us up when I saw Asuna's mom approach us. she wasn't really facing us but she started to talk "it's your fault" she said "what?" I reply in confusion "did I stutter, it's all your fault! It's your fault Asuna is dead! If you guys never met, this would have never have happened!" I was about to speak but then she slapped me in the face "I shouldn't have even invited you here, she's probably happier without you!' she yelled then walked away angerly. I was shocked of what she said. Was it really my fault that she's dead? Am I- I was then snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Klein's voice. We got into his car, I was still shocked of the event that just happened. Lisbeth asked if I was okay and reinsured me that it wasn't my fault. I just nodded. those were the only words that was spoken during this quiet ride home. I couldn't sleep that night, I was too deep and thought. And I couldn't stop crying either. This pain was too much. I don't know how much more of this I can take. Why do I always end up losing the people I love? Sachi and her guild, Eugeo and now Asuna... I guess that's the price I have to pay for things that I've done... but why couldn't I have been the one that died? Why not me? They didn't have to die... And it's all my fault... For all of their deaths... It's all my fucking fault…
Thank you all so much for reading! I will probably be posting the next chapter in a week. And for people who want to get right into what I know what you came here for (Kirito x Eugeo) that might be five more chapters in
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