Stop before you go any further! There are some triggering things in this one, probably the biggest trigger is at the very bottom, right after a dream, read this at your own risk!
It was a beautiful sunny day, there was some white fluffy clouds passing by overhead. And I was on a hill sitting against the great tree. that was the place where I met Eugeo. And there he was, sitting beside me, laughing. The wind blowing through his blond soft hair. His smile was so warm. And his laugh so cute. Everything seemed perfect. I closed my eyes and breathed in the warm summer air. I opened my eyes and I was standing in darkness. I looked around me but no one was there. I then heard a voice behind me. "It's all your fault" I turned quickly but no one was there. I recognized that voice, it was Asuna's Mom "show yourself!" I call out. I didn't see anything but I heard more voices "it's your fault she's dead" a voice said "this would have never happened if it wasn't for you" another shouted "you should have been the one who died! Not me!" Shouted another. I easily recognized that one, it was Eugeo. The voices grew louder and louder and louder! I bent down putting my hands over my ears. I was shouting for them to shut up, that it wasn't true, to leave me alone. And finally there was silence. I removed my hands from my head and opened my eyes. I saw feet. I stood up and it was all my friends. Even Asuna "it's your fault I'm dead" Asuna said pointing her finger at me. " We hate you for what you've done" said some more voices from behind me. I turned quickly, and it was everyone that I killed… "you know, if we never met I wouldn't have died so early in life!" Eugeo said angry. I turned back to face the others "I'm sorry" I mumbled " I always thought you were really weird, I'm really glad we didn't really stick together in Sao" Klein said "you will never be a part of this family!" Sugu shouted. Then the voices grew louder again. I've been down in a fetal position crying. I just want this all to stop. Please, stop!
I jolted up looking around. I realized that I was in my room, it was all a dream. My body was shaking and I was really sweaty. I started to have a panic attack. I curled up into a ball in the corner of my bed trying to calm down. I couldn't sleep the rest of that night.
It's been 3 week since I spoke with Takeru. It was 7:25 in the morning when I got a call from Takeru. I answered, my voice was still a bit shaky from my nightmare. He Informed me that there was 1 weeks left until it was finally finished. But even then they're going to have to stay there for a week Till anyone can see them. They just need to run tests and make sure that everything is right, and to inform them of how our world works. Hearing this brought me out of my thoughts and made me have a bit more energy. After I hung up the phone I went out to the kitchen because I smelled food. "Morning Sugu" I said. "Oh morning Kazuto! What are you doing up so early? Couldn't sleep?" she said sounding cheerful " yeah, couldn't sleep" I say quietly "I can tell, you have big bags under your eyes. And it looks like you've been crying? Have you?" She said sounding concern looking at me from cooking. "Hm.. I had a real bad dream" I say quietly "you want to talk about it?" Sugu said "not really" I say quietly. "All right, you know I'm here for you if you need anything" she said giving me a smile then going back to her cooking.
I didn't have any school today so I hung out with some friends. I haven't told anyone about what's happening in the lab, Takeru says that he wants to tell them personally. The days seem to be going by really slow as I get closer to seeing them. I just want to see them again.
Time skip five days later (TRIGGER WARNING BELOW) (GORE WARNING)
The nightmares haven't stopped. I'm having nightmares of Sao, I watch my friends die over and over again, their deaths are put on repeat well I hear their voices saying it's my fault. I see the people that I've killed, saying that this is the reason why my life is hell. Seeing Asuna and Eugeo yelling at me, saying that I'm the reason of their deaths. I didn't sleep the previous night before so I was really tired, I didn't want to but I fell asleep. And I had another nightmare. Although this one... What's the worst
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my savior (Kirito x Eugeo)
Fanfic(IMPORTANT) for now this series will be on pause, so no further chapters will be released. in the underworld the war was done, and Kirito return back to the real world. although due to unfortunate events, Kirito has been brought into despair. he fe...
