my savior (Kirito x Eugeo)

Chapter 3 A little hope

Before you read the story please read this!! There are some trigger warnings in this chapter, trigger warnings include:
• talking about suicide and or attempting.

If you are triggered by this please do not read this for your own safety!

Kirigaya has been here for a week now. And he is just making my life worse. He's all sweet, caring and loving when Sugu is around, but when she wasn't he would call me names and do whatever he could to break me even more. Thankfully I'm barely seeing him now since my friends are forcing me to hang out with them and I'm going to school now. I feel terrible knowing that I'm going to leave them soon. But for now I'm going to spend as much time as I can with them, maybe something will change my mind then, but nothing has yet so that's probably unlikely. 

I've been going to school for a week now, it's hard but I'm getting through it. Today I finally decided to tell Yui about what happened. I set a timer for yui to forget all about Asuna and me and everything that she's learned wall she was with us.  It's set for 2 hours after when I die. I'm planning on killing myself on midnight tomorrow.  Although somehow if she ever remembers I want her to know some things, that's why I'm going to tell her even though she's going to forget the next day. it's going to be hard to do this to her but I think it's the best, so she's not in any pain.

Time skip after school

I get home from school and I immediately go to my room. I turn on my computer and I set it to where I can see and hear yui "hi daddy! Why haven't I seen you and Mommy recently-" I try to hold back tears as she says this "is something wrong? you look sad" yui says as she tilts her head "I'm going to talk about that" I say quietly "listen, yui. I know this is going to be hard to hear but mommy is no longer with us" I say trying to contain eye contact well choking on my words. "What do you mean mommy no longer with us!? Does she no longer love you? Does mommy no longer love me?" Yui says. I can see that she has tears in her eyes. "No, That's not it" I say shaking,  wiping away tears "she's gone, yui. mommy is dead" I say shakily, my voice is really cracky and I can't hide it. Me and yui are now both crying. " mommy can't leave us! I don't want her to go!" Yui says. after a while we both calm down and I tell her that it's been a little over a month since her death. I apologize that I didn't tell her sooner, she understood. Soon though, yui will no longer be in pain. Starting tomorrow night at 2. She will forget all about us. 

Time skip to next day. Time 12:43 (HUGE TRIGGER WARNING BELOW)

I was pacing back and forth in my room trying to control my breathing. Everything was set. I was going to kill myself now. I stood on that chair with the rope around my neck. I was about to do it until I heard my phone ring. I saw it was Takeru. I was hesitant, but I picked up the phone for some reason. He told me to meet him at the lab. I had a gut feeling that I should go so I said yes. I took down the rope and moved the chair just in case if Sugu where to come in. I also have this weird feeling that I should turn off yuis timer, so I did. I put on my jacket and shoes and I leave on my motorcycle to the lab. 

I arrived at the lab and Takeru greeted me at the entrance. he led me down to where I was hooked up to that machine, to where I went to the underworld, where I met Eugeo. "Why did you bring me here? And what is that?" I pointed to a weird machine behind him. Takeru explained to me what it was and what it can do, it can bring people from that game to real life. Even if they have died in the game they can come back to life in the real world. Like if they were actually born here. They wouldn't be like a robot thay would be like an actual human. He told me that they've done experiments on this before, and it's worked. But they've only tried it with animals. he told me if I wanted to I could bring back two friends from the underworld. I told him two names, Eugeo and Alice. He looked up their profiles and started the machine. I almost cried when I saw Eugeo face.  "It would take about a month for this to actually work, so till then sit tight" Takeru said. We talked for a bit longer than I headed home. When I was home I deleted the timer for yui and I hint the suicide note. Knowing that Eugeo can come into this world. It makes me want to stay alive a bit longer. Maybe that is what I needed. Maybe Eugeo will be my salvation.

I am soo sorry I didn't get this up sooner!
my personal life and school has been keeping me busy and very stressed, so I haven't been working on this as much as I would like. I hope you all can understand for the delay! Anyways, it's out now, I hope you all enjoyed it! Have a wonderful day and or night!