Anxiety

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Song for this part:

"One"- Metallica (sorry Sheeran fans)

Not much to say, so uhh... enjoy?

This part is a poem

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Scared of nothing.

Legs shaking,

Heart pounding,

Head aching.

Collects tears as a hobby,

Eyes red and puffy as her daily look.

No makeup,

No friends,

No beauty,

Just an empty shell of anxiousness.

Short,

Short

Days.

Long,

Long

Weeks.

Words clog up her throat-

No ability to speak.

Cannot do anything out loud

Thinks of what to say beforehand

Rehearses due to fear

And the feeling

Of drowning

In an endless portal

Through quicksand.

No purposes for her,

Just that others will have dwelled on.

But it's harder to keep walking

When you know there' nothing to live off of.

Begging

Begging

Begging

Praying

Praying

Praying

Please

Please

Please.

Help me.

Clenched hands dig into your thighs,

Rapidly fidgeting and averting your eyes,

Scared of who's watching,

Scared who can look past your lies.

Soon,

I'll be dismissed

From this depression of a weep.

I'll lay

Enticed

With nothing to look forward to see.

Rested

And left for a

Long

Long

Long

Sleep.

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