Brotherly complex (Chanhun) Completed

Those unsure feelings

Chanyeol had to spend his mother's  dead anniversary all alone again this year, he cleaned her grave and placed fresh flowers and did a prayer, then he just sat beside as if talking to her like she was next to him, he began to talk, everything out, from Sehun to his father, "Why do the people I love never me back?" he mumbled, tears finally forming on the side of his eyes,

"Tell me mom.... Why?" he said, "Please reply I miss hearing your voice" he said, "I want to hear you laugh again" he said, "I want you to meet Sehun, I know you'd  love him, you'd love him a lot" he mumbled,
"don't be mad at me mom but I'll never forgive dad.... " he said, more tears forming into his eyes, as he thought about what happened last night,

Chanyeol may seem rude, may seem anti social, may look cold, but deep deep down inside, he was scared just scared and begging for love,if someone would take their time to know this lost child they'd see his innocence, his silliness,his innocent smile, he just wanted to be loved.

After spending a while there he stood up, but he did not return home but to Baekhyun's house, Baekhyun hugged him immediately when he saw Chanyeol, his brothers hugged him too and their crazy mom too, Chanyeol bursted into tears again with the affection he got, more affection in a house where it was not even his, Baekhyun's home was like his second home, the warmness, the love, the sound of laughters filled inside the thin walls of the house,

It warmed his heart, he never wanted wealth, or power, he just wanted a family where he felt loved, where people would accept who he was, where he could bond with them, someone who would love him trully, who would accept his weaknesses, and guide him to a better life, giving him an aim to live, to feel someone's embrace when he was weak, to have someone hold his hands and warm it up during hard times. (this had a little of what I think? You know? About life)

Baekhyun led him upstairs, "It hurts, it hurts so much Baekie," he cried into the others embrace, as he told him about what happened yesterday, Baekhyun rubbed circles behind his back, kissing his forehead,

Chanyeol was shaking, crying his eyes out, his heart ached so much seeing his one and only best friend being so hurt, and being able to do nothing about it but just comfort him,

There was a reason why Chanyeol fell in love with Baekhyun, he was always there for him, Baekhyun understood him when nobody else did, he always beared with his angry outbursts, his mood swings, his clingey behavior, always there for him,

After crying Chanyeol fell asleep, right away, Baekhyun with his brothers put him in bed covering him up with the blanket, his mother stood outside worriedly, "Is he going to be fine?" She asked, Baekhyun shut the door quietly, then bursted out crying himself, catching the others in total surprise, because Baekhyun hardly cried, his mother hugged her son,

"I feel so useless mom seeing him in so much pain and not being able to do anything about it.... " he said, "Shhh.." his mother comforted him, "You've been a good friend to him, always being by his side, I'm sure he feels at ease with you, I'm proud of you son, for being his true friend" Baekhyun's mother said,

His two brothers just stood there dumbfounded, surprised to see their elder brother tear up, if it weren't for the situation, someone would actually laugh at their reactions,

This is a short chapter, just to show that everyone can't always remain brave everytime, everyone has a weakness, everyone has their own insecurities, sometimes we wish to be just left alone, but deep down inside we want to be loved, we want to feel loved, we get jealous of those who are getting love, everyone isn't always rainbows and sunshine, everyone  has their own insecurities, their story of pain, sometimes instead of judging it's always a better to try to learn about them, we ourselves dont know what's going on behind someone's bright smile, or behind someone's  foul personality, before judging have we ever thought about why they are like that? Why they are so aggressive or why they're so reserved?  Mostly it's cause they're afraid, they're afraid of pain, not physical pain but emotional pain,
Without knowing about someone's past, their  feelings we shouldn't judge.... That's what I think!

Taebaek are so similar 😆