Keeping a secret

•Daydreaming•

"Alright who's ready to get started?"

Mr.Mulaney reads down the list of each students name in the class making sure they are here.

I couldn't stop moving my leg up and down under my desk. I had quit biting my nails but this had made me start again.

What was he doing here?!

I am such a huge fan of his. I've watched all his specials and all his work on SNL. But I didn't know why I was so nervous. He had drops of sweat on his forehead. He seemed out of breath like he was in a rush to get here.

"Y/n l/n?" He looked around the room for me, and I raised my hand.

"H-here." I stuttered my words and stared Mr.Mulaney in the eyes.

He nodded and finished the list.

I look over and see Marsha trying to pass me a note.

"Pssst!"

She hands me a crumpled up piece of paper with a note written in blue marker.

"Aren't you like totally obsessed with him??! You were right he is hot!!!

I shove the note in my pocket and flashed Marsha a cheesy smile.

We spent the rest of the class passing out papers and note books for the new semester. And Professor Mulaney spent the class introducing himself.

He went on about why he was here and how he knows it can be a shock to us. He explained that he wanted to take a break from comedy and work and do something different and meet new people.

As class ended everyone left, each one shaking Mr.Mulaneys hand.

God I was so nervous. As the line got shorter to shake his hand my breathing got faster.

I was the last one to meet him.

"Hi, your y/n right?"

He smiled as the corners of his mouth folded.

"Y-yes thats me."

He reached out his hand to shake mine.

He gripped it so tightly. He never broke eye contact.

"Well I guess I should go now..." I looked down at the ground pinching the sides of my pants.

"Well it was very nice meeting you. Oh and I saw your grade records and saw your a straight A student every year you have been in school! That's very impressive."

"Oh well thank you." I stick my hands in my pockets, grinning like a school girl. Which I am.

I walk to the door and take my hand out of my pocket to wave at him. Doing so the note from Marsha fell out of my pocket. I watched it slowly fall to the ground.

John quickly bent down in front of me to grab it. It felt like he was moving in slow motion.
I was really nervous now. I was starting to shake and was getting nervous sweats.

He glances at the note then back at me.

He places his hand on my shoulder.

He looks into my eyes, "I know this is a big change and it can be   really.....ummm......awkward when you meet someone new that you......admire. You can talk to me any time you need ok?

He licks his lips. God he looked so hot.

I let out a big sigh. "Thank you Mr.Mulaney."

He lowers his hand from my shoulder and waves good by to me as I walk out of the class room approaching Marsha in the hallway.

"Holy shit!" Marsha shakes with with her eyes widened.

"I know!!" We both let out little squeals.

"This is gonna be the best semester ever!" Marsha gives me a big hug and kisses me on the cheek.

We both walk down the hall to our next class. We have almost ever class together! Which is totally awesome.

For the rest of the day I couldn't stop thinking about John. I kept daydreaming about him. And the way he made me feel. And how when I was around him I felt speechless.

The whole day I walked around blushing and feeling like I was in a movie.

But I don't like him.

Oh shit do I?!!!

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Sorry it's short but I wanted to write something this weekend! 🌺🤍

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