descrip: friends -> sexy time
a/n sorry for the POV change i?? don't know why i did that??? pls bare with me
your pov i guess (i don't like this and won't be doing it in the future i promise!)
i sighed as i dropped all my things on the floor, happy to be home but almost too exhausted and frustrated to feel grateful. clay was right behind me at the door, having driven me to and from work. now, with his shoes on and his keys in his hand, i wished i could ask him to stay. i wished i could beg him to spend the night in my bed with me, snuggling all the worry away. i wished i could roll him up a joint and sit in my room with him, maybe exchange casual sexual favors.
he's come in this far already, maybe if i just slowly kept his time i could get us to where i want to be tonight!
oh yeah, i remembered, he has to want it too in order for that to happen.
"snack? drink?" i ended up asking. he looked down at me and smiled softly.
"what have you got?" he started to take off his jacket and set it down on the couch, signifying that he would stay with me a while.
"for snacks there's doritos and takis, for drinks there's monster and apple juice."
"hmm... what if i just order us mcdonald's?" he asked as he took a seat on the sofa, beginning to untie his shoelaces.
yes yes yes! he's staying!
"that sounds wonderful!" i announced as i closed the fridge and started walking back, "i'd love that." i took a seat next to him on the couch and began to get comfortable, taking off my jacket and shoes after him as well as my necklace and bracelets. i took a deep breath, running a hand through my hair and stretching out my arms.
"are you doing alright?" clay asked with concern.
"i'm okay but it was a really long shift. i'm not even that tired i'm just in pain and so fucking frustrated." i vented lightly, letting my body fall into the back of the couch. as i closed my eyes and gave myself a moment of rest, i heard him begin to shuffle as i felt him move closer.
"is it okay if i rest my hand here?" he asked as he gently tapped my thigh, not even wanting to begin resting his hand there until i permitted it.
"yes." i tried to say it without sounding as excited as i was. he placed his whole hand over my thigh with power, i felt the way it was so big it sprawled over the whole thing. warmth spread through his fingers as his hand laid there, and i drew a shaky breath. i couldn't bear to look down at it, it would've made me a lot hornier than i care to admit. he rubbed his thumb around in a circular motion on my inner thigh comfortingly.
"i understand, Y/N. you work really hard on these nights and you do so good okay? i'm so proud of you. you're home now, it's over, you can relax. i'm here with you, we'll get some grub, i promise i'll make you feel better no matter what it takes okay?" i almost wanted to cry at his little speech because it was just the sweetest thing i'd ever heard. instead i nodded quickly, lifting my head back up and rubbing my eyes. i looked up into his green ones after this, grinning gently.
they were so full of love, it seemed sometimes like that was all that made up clay. he was just so lovely. i truly couldn't stand it sometimes, the way looking at him felt. it made me feel shy, because his attention was as important to me as a crowd of 1000 people. i needed him to like me. i often wish i was even half this important to him, but of course you can't always get what you wish for. being his friend was good enough for me if it was all he wanted, because he is a damn good friend.
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mcyt oneshots and smutshots | dream, george, dreamnotfound, karlnap
Fanfiction⚠️not all smut, but includes a lot of it⚠️ georgexreader dreamxreader dreamnotfound dreamandgeorgexreader karlnap