convenience store || kwon soonyoung ✔

t h i r t e e n

-problems

park sohwal's pov

"seems like you didn't get some shut eye either." i chuckled weakly and a heavy sigh escaped her lips. "care to talk about it?"

"felix, lee felix." she heaved out a heavier sigh as she leaned on the display of the cakes and bread. "you're right, it's hard dating a trainee."

she's having a love crisis with a trainee, while im having a crisis with an idol. it's not really a huge crisis, but it's a big problem.

i leaned beside her. "he's lately been busy, i totally understand. but i miss him." mira pouted while drawing a circle with her finger on the glass of the cake display. "how about you?"

i was taken aback by her question, it's not like i haven't heard it before. however i didn't prepare an answer for the reason why i look dead than usual.

plus, i can't tell her about the hoshi thing. hoshi trusts me and i can't possibly tell her that we kissed.

"just stressed about the bills," i lied and tried to looked bummed; though half of me is really bummed about the bills.

"i can give you some money," she offered. "or i can lend you some."

"shut up, you know i hate owing someone." i nudged her. "plus, i can manage." i shrugged.

no, i can't. now that hoshi kissed me, my problem just added up. carats, my own kind, will murder me in cold blood if they find out. or maybe they'll not, but who knows. i need to keep my mouth shut.

"just text him from time to time, if he doesn't reply in a month..." i trailed. "just call it off," i continued and eyed her, she was frowning, her eyes were sad.

"yeah, i guess that's a great idea." she heaved a sigh again. "well, let's open the shop!" she lightened up the aura.

"let's go." i flipped the open and closed sign ready to serve customers.

at least, mira has felix's contact; i don't even have his! communication is always the key, but how are we gonna sit and talk about what happened?

hoshi's probably gonna stop coming to the store, the first reason is because they're gonna have another comeback and the second reason is that both of us are awkward after that kiss.

ugh! what am i supposed to do?!

i'll just draw my emotions out.