you've been in love with a cocky yet a charming boy named tōru oikawa since junior high. it's hard for you to express your feelings to him. he has so many fangirls, are just one of them? or are you something else to him?
(i have a lot of homework please help me I'm dying)
"bye mom,dad. see you in two days" you heard a voice as you were about to turn in the street where oikawa lived.
"please take care of yourself honey" oikawa's parents left and just as oikawa was about to head inside a girl called him.
"oikawa-san i wanted talk to you"
'who was this girl?'
"I'm sorry but this isn't working out"
'oikawa has a girlfriend!? oh my god I'm so stupid i danced with him i shouldn't have done that. stupid stupid stupid'
"is that how you think... i see" oikawa replied calmly looking down at the girl's feet
"it's not just what i think, it's the reality you don't spend any time with me because all you do is play volleyball"
"i understand, I'm really sorry, hope you have a good life" he said and smiled.
the girl left and oikawa went inside his house. you passed by to go to the store to buy groceries. when you were returning you see oikawa at his door.
"hey chibi! nice timing do you know how to cook food?" he laughs awkwardly.
{small convo later he just asked you to cook lunch for him because he doesn't know how to}
you enter oikawa's house. 'this a really bad timing, what do i say, what do i do? how do i make him feel better? what if i end up making him feel worse' you say nothing and start cooking. you wanted to ask him about the girl, so you start a conversation.
"oikawa-san where'd your parents go?"
"they went to a trip since they both got a small break from work"
"ohh that's nice haha..."
.....
"i- didn't know you had a girlfriend?"
"it's not good to spy on people you know."
"i wasn't spying i just heard your conversation" you prepare a plate for him.
"why did she break up with you?"
"prepare a plate for yourself too chibi"
"hey! don't avoid the question!"
"mmmm.... i guess I'm mostly spending my time playing volleyball and couldn't give time to her"
you put the plates down on the table and call him to eat. you serve yourself very little food since you would go home and eat anyway.
"are you not worried that you won't get a girlfriend?" you pause.
"but i guess there's lot of options for you since you have so many girls after you"
"no, those fangirls just like me because of looks they don't know anything about me and of course I'm worried what if i never find someone who loves me truly? will i be alone till i die?" his mood drops.
'well done you just made him feel worse...'
"but I'm sure there will be someone" he adds.
you sigh and finish your food quickly. you convince oikawa to let you do the dishes. when you were almost done with the dishes two arms wrap around your waist and a head rests on your shoulder. you don't move. you don't breath. "oikawa-san?" you could tell he's feeling sad. "do i seem like a playboy type?" he asked his forehead was really warm on your shoulder. "oikawa-san, you have a fever you should go to your room and rest."
"after you answer my question"
"do you want me to be honest?"
"why would i ask if I wouldn't want you to be honest?"
"well... at first you seemed like it but after growing closer to you i realised you were not."
"why do people think I'm a playboy, I'm just as loyal to the person i love as much i am to volleball"
he pulls you closer. and his body feels really warm.
"oikawa-san please go to your bedroom I'll bring some medicine"
"hmm" oikawa let you go and went to his bedroom. you look for medicine after finding it you bring the medicine and a cloth and cold water to his room. oikawa was laying on his back with his hand on his face. you put the medicine beside him. he lifts his hand of his face and sits up. you put your hand on his forehead to check his temperature. he stares at your face.
"please forget how i behaved downstairs"
"it's okay, everyone feels sad now and then and they need someone to comfort them, i guess you didn't have anyone all this time"
oikawa pulls you into a hug. he rests his forehead on your shoulder and you feel tears dripping on your shoulder soaking your shirt. you hug him back, slowly rubbing his back to comfort him. 'he's been bottling up for a long time...'
"you can tell me anything okay?"
(and you can talk to me if you feel sad I'll be here for you)
"I'm sorry, i just... this doesn't happen often"
"stop apologizing or I'll punch you"
"now you sound like iwa-chan"
you laugh and let go of each other. you smile at oikawa and he keeps staring at you, after a few seconds he smiles back.
"oh! by the way..." you pull out the box of the rings you had won.
"my parents don't want it, maybe you can give to your parents or just keep it with yourself"
"alright" he smiles. his cheeks were pink and eyes still teary.
you leave his house he seemed refreshed like he didn't cry at all.
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(this story makes no sense. do i keep updating it? I'll make it shorter TvT)
