Chapter 10

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(This is a painting I did to give my long distance friend who means a lot to me I really hope I meet her soon and gift it to her . She is one of the biggest supporter of mine and my sister from another mother , who never fails to leave my side . I hope this puts smile on her when she sees it 💜💜💜)

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Jk pov

I woke as the alarm in my phone was oozing in my ear . I sat up straight to find books everywhere on my bed and pens scattered that's right I slept doing my homework or kinda my studies I liked to be prepared for exams even if they are no far soon anyway .

"Where the hell are you bastard do you think you could get rest today?"
I really hate the names he calls not because I am innocent but because iam afraid I'll accept them in mind and get low on myself.

I leave my room and went down the steps to hall to find my dad sitting on couch with the remote in his hand and legs crossed . Dressed up . Where must he even head soo suited and neat .

" what are you staring at go bring some coffee and go get fresher there are some people coming over . They my friends. All I expect from you is don't even show your worthless self to them . "

Well the last part stung , it's utterly rare to have visitors . All I have to do is some coffee and piss off to college as soon as possible if they come I won't be able to go out then , huff

I handed the coffee cup to him and set few of them well he said two of them so I just put three just in case

I left to my room to get freshen up and wear some blue white shirt and black pants . And hung my bad on my shoulder to leave .

As soon I reached hall I find two people on bigger couch along with my dad on shorter couch .

Why does god has to be cruel to me I ll definitely have some harsh words tonight or even worse beating that's it don't look back leave house soon I said myself and was about to leave . I could practically feel glares from dad with his eyes full red with anger . I was about to reach door when a voice stopped me

"Boy can you get us some water ? "

I turn around to bring some water to them . I feel a lot insecure as I could sense all the attention on me .

I return from kitchen with three glasses of water and put them the small table before the couch .

Why are they not talking and watching me ?

"Go back to your room, till I call you son "

No please I have to go to my college, but I know I can't fight him . So I went back to my room .

I was blank I knew my phone was blinking repeatedly because of notifications I knew right away it was jimin but I can't talk to him or explain him he would definitely be aggressive and come home right away possessive ass .

I clearly had no idea what was going down stairs. I just sat on my bed thinking about my life and things I would dream for . I was always jealous of my classmates . Watch their parents pick them from school. While I used to walk by myself there were times where I used to cry sleeping because of nightmares.

My grandma used to take care of me alll time . It always wonders me it's her son hating but she loved me . She accepted me as I was when I opened about my sexuality. She was weak and on bedridden when I was in my schooling days itself .

These nightmares were haunted to me it was simple yet terrible to be . It's just me on a road walking on road where it has no end yet light was on me as in a spotlight . it was like there was a spotlight on me while I walk . I would run in the dreams only to wake with sweat all over and sob later

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