Decisions....

Chap25

Scrappy POV
**I was laying on the bed with Crystal,and we were just laying there in complete silence while she played with the tattoos on my chest and I was playing with her hair. The only thing that was on my mind was how Khloe would react to me sleeping with her younger sister! I mean Khloe is a low key serial killer! I felt extra guilty because,for starters she was pregnant,and Crystal's baby might be mine. If Khloe ever found out about me and Crystal she would for sure take the kids away from me,and wouldn't let me see the new baby on the way and that was the last thing I wanted. Because no matter how dirty I do Khloe I want to make sure that my kids know their father and that they straight. In the middle of my thoughts,Crystal put her head under the blanket and started giving me some head. I just sat back and enjoyed it because it felt hella good.
Khloe POV
**I was just laying in my dark room trying to figure out where Scrappy could possibly be. And since Crystal was always everybody's "therapist" I decided to go to her crib so she can help me with these trust issues I go going on. I put on my VS jacket and my Adidas slides and I grabbed the keys to my beige jeep and rolled out,Chico stayed home with the kids. It only took me about five minutes to get to Crystal's house because we all lived close together. When I made it to her house I parked in her driveway,and ran up to her door and rang the doorbell. Crystal opened the door,and looked at me as if she had seen a ghost. I asked if I could come in,and she opened to door wider and let me in. I sat on couch,and she went to the kitchen and got me and her a water,then we started talking.

Crystal:so wassup??
Khloe:So(sighs)I woke up in the middle of the night,but Scrappy wasn't laying in the bed with me anymore so I got outta bed and looked around the house but he wasn't in the house at all. So I just decided to try and go back to bed but all I could think about where he could be,and if he was cheating on me or not.(holding tears back)
Crystal:(rubbing Khloe's back)Look,I'm sure he is fine.
Khloe:Well I know that,but he has already cheated on me so many times,and I'm just tired of wanting to trust him,but my body and my emotions just won't let me. I love Scrappy to death,and he is a great father but I just feel like he's not faithful a lot of the time and I'm emotionally exhausted!(crying)
Crystal:(looking at Khloe with sympathetic eyes)You've never expressed these feelings before.
Khloe:I know I just don't like to talk about it a lot,but I've felt like this for a while.(wiping a falling tear)
Crystal:I'm sorry boo.
Khloe:it's okay it's not your fault. Where's Trey??(trying to change the subject)
Crystal:He's at his mom house because she is really sick.
Khloe:Oh well,I should go,just in case Scrappy is back at the house.
Crystal:okay luv,get some rest.
-I left Crystal's house and I was crying all the way back to mine. Before I got out the car I got myself together,when I was calm and I cleaned my face up a little bit I got out the car and went Into my house. I took my shoes off at the door and I walked upstairs to my bedroom,and I just layed under the covers,crying silently. I finally dozed off,and that's when I heard a car door slam. Then I heard talking so I looked out my window and it was Scrappy talking to and paying a taxi driver. I heard him open and close the front door,and I heard his footsteps running up the steps. He walked into the room quietly,and carefully I guess he thought I was sleep,he slipped under the covers and tried to hold me but I just moved away from him. He have up and just went to sleep.-

_the next day_
Khloe POV
**I woke up and went downstairs to make the kids breakfast. I made cheese eggs,bacon,and Kasin's favorite,blueberry pancakes. When I was done making their plates I went upstairs to get them up,and when that was done and I got them to the table and fed I put them in the shower and dressed because I just felt like taking them somewhere. After I cleaned the kitchen back up I went upstairs and in my room,to my closet to pick out an outfit. I just picked out some black leggings,and an oversized black and white fleece material flannel with my mustard Tims. And I flat ironed my hair,when I got he kids ready we left,and I never told Scrappy where I was going or when I would be back because that nigga was still asleep and he didn't inform me on what he was doing last night so why should I?? I took the kids to Main event,and they were having so much fun and it just made me happy to see the,play and be happy. Then I thought about the fact that scrappy might be cheating on me,and he would tear this family apart and I was afraid that if that ever happened that they wouldn't want to have fun anymore,and they wouldn't want to be active fun kids anymore. Because I went through that stage when my parents split up,and after all my mom did to me I don't want my kids to go through that depressing stage. The kids ended up getting hungry again,so we went and got some food. We were sitting at a booth in a Chilis when Scrappy ran through the doors,ran to our booth turned me around so that I was facing him while I was sitting down,and he got on his knees and looked me deep in my eyes while his eyes filled with tears,and he just hugged my thighs tightly.