Chap18

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A/N:The picture goes with the Keelo and Jai part....obviously....enjoy this chappie!!
Keelo:(pulls phone out)hey,can you meet me somewhere??
Jai:(getting into his friends car)why wassup??
Keelo:just give me an answer.(getting irritated)
Jai:well,I'm on my way to my way to my hotel,can you just meet me there??
Keelo:yeah I'll be up there,where you at? Sheraton??
Jai:yeah the one in Long Beach.
Keelo:aight
Keelo POV
**After I got off the phone with Jai,I decided to just change into something comfortable. I only called Jai to show D.J that I have options too,if he wants to be wishy-washy,and go back and forth I can do the same. I decided to change into some yoga pants that stopped just below the knee,and my black spots bra,and my purple PINK jacket,and I only zipped it up halfway with my Nike running shoes and then I put my hair up in a messy ponytail with a skinny black headband. I asked Tia Lola if I could use her car and she said she didn't care,she gave me the keys and I left. I pulled up the address in my navigator on my phone then I noticed that the car had an auxiliary cord so I hooked my phone up and played my "sad" playlists. The first song that played was Ordinary Love Shit (part4) by Joe Budden( A/N:please go listen to it because Joe Budden is so good and so fine!!But it's such a good song go listen and enjoy it) I turned the volume all the way up,and sped on the highway to the hotel,feeling all emotional and shit. When that song was over I took a deep breath and tried to hold back my tears,reminiscing all the good moments Jai and I used to have together....The next song played snapping me put of my thoughts the song that played was Mila J Smoke,Drink,Break-Up and I sang the shit out of that song!!
🎵SEE I GOTTA BE OUTTA MY HEAD TO DEAL WITH YA

AND I GOTTA BE OUTTA MY HEAD TO BE STILL WITH YA

SEE I LOVE YOU BUT I DONT LIKE THAT,KEEP LEAVING AND COMING RIGHT BACK TO YOUUUUU!!🎵
-Then I noticed that some of Chico's(Khloe's 16 year old cousin) weed was sitting in the cup holder,and the swishes were in the other cup holder so I decided to roll me a joint because I was only 10 minutes away from my destination anyway. I stopped at a red light and started rolling up and then the light turned green so I just started driving with my knee while I lit up the blunt. I inhaled one good time and that's when it hit me! I was feeling hella god and I started singing again.-
🎵NIGGA WE ONLY GET ALONG WHEN WE HIGHHHHH

NIGGA WE ONLY GET ALONG WHEN WE HIGHHHHHH!!!🎵
-I saw the Sheraton sign form where I was so I just followed it. I was speeding so goddamn fast down the road,and surprisingly there wasn't really any traffic. I was inhaling,and exhaling and blowing out smoke,then I finally made it to the hotel but before I got out the car I sprayed my Victoria's Secret perfume on me and popped some gum in my mouth because everybody knows,especially Jai that I only roll up when I'm depressed,or feeling some type a way and I couldn't let him know that I was stressing over his dumb ass. I went to the front desk to find out Jai's room number and he had already told the front desk person to let me up when I made it over here,so I just went to the elevator and went up to room level 19,then walked down the hall to room112. I found his room and he left the door open a little bit so I just walked in,and he was laying on his bed with his beats on,scrolling through his phone. I could hear his music and he was listening to Song on 12 Play by Chris Brown and Trey Songz,when he saw me walk in he took his headphones off,and got up to give me a hug,then he sat back down on the bed and put his headphones back on,but left one ear out,and I don't know if It was my high,or maybe I just really,genuinely want him. He started the conversation taking me out of my freaky thoughts.-
Jai:So are you okay??
Keelo:yeah I just...felt bad after the way I curved you at the club.
Jai:well,you shouldn't because I've done way worse than just curve you.
Keelo:Yeah let's not go there. But you said you wanted to talk,so that's what I'm here for.
Jai:well,I just want to let you know that I do still love you and in my head you are still my queen,and I know we've been to hell and back with each other but I can't stop thinking about and you are still the love of my life,you are what my life revolves around and it drives me crazy that I can't stop thinking about you,but I love it when I do think about you because it reminds me of why I fell in love with you in the first place.
Keelo:I still love you too,but that doesn't mean that we are back together but believe me the feeling is mutual because you were,and still are the love of my life.(slightly smiling)
Jai:Loren I don't wanna ruin the vibe we got going,but I just wanna let you know that you ARE hella high right now(laughs)
Keelo:nu uh(laughing)
Jai:okay(saying sarcastically)so now what??
Keelo:this(walks over to him on the bed,and straddles him,starting a make out session)
-I couldn't think about anything except for how high I was,and how much I wanted Jai!! He just looked so good in his sweats with no shirt on,and Jesus I just couldn't help myself so I obviously made the first move. I was on top of him not breaking the make out session and the only thing that was replaying in my head was Song 12 Play. I could still hear it on his headphones because I guess he had it on reply.he flipped us over and took my yoga pants off,along with my thong,then he took my jacket off with my sports bra then I took off his sweats. He put on a condom,then slid inside of me he was moving at a PERFECTLY FAST PASE,because I beefed for it. He turned me over and hit it from the back. About 2 hours later I had came 8 times and I had to,leave to get the car back to the house,but I didn't want this to be a fuck and duck...-
Keelo:(laying on Jai)ummm,I have to go back to the house.
Jai:why??
Keelo:trust me I want to stay,but I have to get the car back to the house.
Jai:okay,but when can we see each other agin??
Keelo:I'll try and come through tomorrow??
Jai:yeah that's fine(pecks her lips)
Keelo:(kisses him back)okay.
Jai:love you.
Keelo:(smiles)love you too.
-I left and got back in the car,and I felt to STUPID!! So I went home so damn confused because I wasn't supposed to do that!! I just missed him so damn much!!-

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