Decisions....

Chap28

Khloe POV
**I was at Crystal's house because she said she wanted to talk,we were just sitting on the couch together and she was trying to make me feel better about my miscarriage. Then it just came to me that, I didn't even talk to Scrappy at the hospital other then crying in his chest. So I just decided to shoot him a text message asking to talk,but when I tried to leave Crystal grabbed my hand swiftly and told me that she had to tell me something.

Khloe:(gets up to leave)I gotta go..
Crystal:(grabs Khloe's wrist tightly)WAIT!!
Khloe:(snatches away)What??
Crystal:I have to tell you something that has been on my mind for a while.
Khloe:Well,hurry because I have to go talk to somebody important!! So spit it out.
Crystal:I slept with Scrappy!
Trey:(standing on the stairs)YOU WHAT!!!??
Khloe:WHAT!?
Crystal:I'm so sorry to the both of you,but we've been sleeping together for a while now,and this baby may be his...
Trey:GODDAMN THAT LONG!!!!
Khloe:I gotta go.
-I had to leave because it just felt like my whole world was just crumbling down before my eyes. I was physically and emotionally exhausted and I just couldn't take it anymore. Scrappy was blowing my phone up,so I just decided to go to the house,I still had my key so I just unlocked the door and walked in. He was in the room so I just went up their too and he was sitting on the bed looking like he was about to go somewhere because he had his shoes on.-

Khloe:(standing in the door way)Where you going??
Scrappy:(looks up)I thought you wanted to talk.
Khloe:That's why I came here.
Scrappy:(takes his shoes off,and shirt and lays back in the bed)
-When he took his shirt off I almost collapsed but I held my own... But then I saw how he was laying back and August Alsina's song Porn Star was playing in my head.-

Khloe:(still in the door way zoned out/singing in her thoughts)But when I lay baaaack,shawty don't know how to aaact!!
Scrappy:KHLOE!!
Khloe:(jumps,and looks at Scrappy):huh??
Scrappy:Are you gonna sit down??
Khloe:Ummmm,sure.(sits next to Scrappy)
-We started talking,and we both got really emotional because all he could talk about was the miscarriage and honestly it's all I could think about,so it felt kind of good to talk about it with somebody who so we hat had the same feelings. But what I really wanted to talk about was this whole situation with Crystal. I mean he had already told me that he didn't know whether the baby was his or not,and he had already told me that they had been sleeping together so this news was nothing new. I just still needed answers on why he did it.-
Khloe:Scrappy,we need to talk about this Crystal situation.
Scrappy:I figured that much.
Khloe:Why'd you do it??
Scrappy:I don't know.
Khloe:That's not the answer I'm looking for(getting irritated)
Scrappy:Well that's the best answer I can give you right now.
Khloe:Was I not good enough anymore??Were you tired of me??
Scrappy:I could never be tired of you,it just happened.
Khloe:But scrappy for months?I mean y'all have been doing it so long that her baby might just be yours!!
Scrappy:Khloe I don't want to talk about it anymore.
Khloe:And??
Scrappy:So we're to going to.
Khloe:Says who??
Scrappy:ME!!DAMN KHLOE!I DONT KNOW WHY I DID IT,IT ALL JUST HAPPENED OKAY!!
Khloe:Lower your damn voice!!You cheated on me remember?? So you have no fucking right to get an attitude with over some bullshit you started!!
Scrappy:You can leave now.
Khloe:Who in the blue hell are your talking to??
Scrappy:BITCH IM TALKING TO YOU!!
-After he said that,he looked at me in my eyes and by the look in his eyes I just knew he hasn't taken his medicine. He has a severe case of Bipolar and his anger issues don't mKe it any easier for him to manage it,so when he doesn't take his medicine daily,he doesn't...well CANT control himself.-
Khloe:Scrap did you take your medicine today??
Scrappy:Why??
Khloe:Because you are slowly but surely starting to snap.
Scrappy:I don't know how many times I have to tell you! I don't need that medicine!!
Khloe:Baby,you know you do. I'm just gonna go get it okay??(trying to calm him down)
Scrappy:NO!!(throwing the lamp of the nightstand)
Khloe:(jumping)Baby,just please calm down
Scrappy:STOP TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN!!(getting off the bed)
-A part of me wasn't scared because I've seen him like this before,but another part of me was getting worried because I hated him like this.-
Khloe:(trying to get out of the room)
Scrappy:(grabs her arm roughly,and throws her on the bed)
Khloe:(pushing on his chest)Scrappy move!!
Scrappy:(pinning her wrists to the bed,and kisses her neck)I'm sorry Khloe. For everything let me make it up to you(kissing her chest)
Khloe:(squirming under him)Scrappy no,I'm still in pain from the hospital today.
Scrappy:I can make you feel better.
Khloe:(holding tears back)Scrappy you just need to take your medicine. You don't really want to do this.
Scrappy:(holding her wrists tighter)DONT TELL ME WHAT I DO,AND DONT WANT!!IF I WANNA FUCK YOU IMA FUCK YOU!!
Khloe:(crying softly)Scrappy please baby think about this just for a minute.
-Before I could get another word out he rammed so hard inside of me against my will,and I felt this piercing pain in my uterus. It felt like I was being stabbed over and over again. I was trying with all my strength to push Scrappy off of me,but between his strength,and my strength there was no use. The pain was making me so weak at this point,and I was in harsh tears. When he finished I wanted to get up and leave right then and there,but in between my legs felt like I was about to die. Instead I just made my way up to the pillows at the top of the bed and layed my head down still crying from what just happened and the piercing pain. Scrappy wrapped his arms around me,and I flinched scared of what else he might do,but he just kissed my ear.-
Scrappy:(kisses Khloe's ear)I love you
Khloe:(wiping a tear)...........(just nods her head not saying a word)