Decisions....

Chap27

Scrappy POV
**Khloe just walked out of the house with a bag in each hand. When I heard the door close,I just rubbed my hands up and down my face,thinking if I didn't drop the kids off at Rocky's house this would have been way more dramatic than it already was. I was about to walk out he kitchen until I noticed that there was a letter on the counter. I read it,and I found myself in my room just sitting on her side of the bed for about 3 hours still reading the letter over and over again. I didn't know what to think about it,I was numb,I was sitting there physically but mentally I was gone. I ended up falling asleep,and I woke about 2 hours later with the letter still laying on my chest. I looked at the time and it was 8:30 so I figured that I should go and pick up the kids from Rocky's house. I managed to peel myself off of the bed and get my keys and hop in my car. When I turned the car on Khloe's cd was still in my car and it started blasting through the speakers. It was Tupac's all eyez on me,and Amitionz of a Ridah was playing I just sped down the road,and let it play. I thought about when we were in our "teen" years and every time I called her on the phone she would be blasting this in her room,and she would rap to me over the phone,and we would laugh on the phone for hours. I felt my eyes getting glossy,so I just cleared my throat and turned the radio completely off. I made it to Rocky's house,and parked in her driveway and walked up to her door and knocked. She answered it with some booty shorts on,a tank top,and her hair was in a bun but she was struggling to walk with that boot on her leg. Surprisingly,I didn't even look at Rocky in a sexual way at that moment,I honestly just wanted to get my kids and get out. The kids ran downstairs,and we left,I was so deep in thought that I didn't even notice that Hazel was trying to get my attention.

Hazel:dad??
Scrappy:........(looking at the road)
Hazel:Daddy??
Scrappy:.........
Hazel:dad??
Scrappy:.........
Hazel:DADDY!!!!
Scrappy:(flinches)Oh sorry. Yes baby??
Hazel:Is mommy cooking because I'm hungry.
Scrappy:Ummm,I do think so love, but what do you wanna eat?
Hazel:I want-gco-
A.J:I want BBQ.
Hazel:nigga did anybody ask you??
Scrappy:Hazel watch yo damn mouth!!
Kasin:Anyways....I want McDonalds!!
Hazel:Well,I want Popeyes!!
A.J:Can we just go to different places for the each of us??
Scrappy:Mane,I guess so.
-Since I was kind of out of it,and I don't feel like arguing with these kids I took them where they wanted. First I took Kasin to McDonalds cuz it was closest,then Popeyes was right next to McD. then I took A.J to the BBQ place by our house. They ate,and surprisingly they didn't ask where Khloe was. When they were done eating I got them all in a bath and put hem to bed,when they were taken care of I went into my room and watched t.v. I was in my room for only 10 minutes when I got a call from Chico.-

Chico:Halo(say it:Ah-Low)
Scrappy:wassup??
Chico:please ese meet me at the hospital,there is something wrong con la bebe!!
Scrappy:WHAT HAPPENED?!!
Chico:(crying)please ese just meet me!
-I ran to the kids rooms and I quickly got them up and in the car. I was speeding to the hospital,running red lights and all and I'm so relieved we made it to the hospital safely. We ran I side and I asked for Khloe's name at the front desk and they told me to wait in the waiting room with the rest of the family. I set the kids up to go back to sleep on the chairs in the waiting room,and I went up to Chico to ask his what happened.-

Scrappy:Chico please tell me what happened!
Chico:Well, Khloe was sleep at my crib,but then she ran out of the room and there was blood everywhere! It was running down her leg,and it was all on her hands.....(wiping a tear)
Scrappy:(paces the floors quickly)
Doctor:Family of Khloe Carter??
Scrappy:(runs up to the doctor)Yes??
Doctor:Who is the father of Khloe's baby??
Scrappy:I am!!!
Doctor:Well,I'm sorry to tell you that Khloe has had a miscarriage.
Scrappy:What??
Doctor:I'm sorry...(turns to walk away)
Scrappy:Wait!! Can I see her,where is she??
Doctor:she is down the hall, third door to the right.
-I ran to the room,and Khloe had her back to the door,sitting on the edge of the bed, sitting completely still. I walk up to her with SQUAD following slowly behind me,I sat next to her and I could feel SQUAD behind us just staring. I tried to put my arm around her but she just moved away from me,I tried again and she just let it happen,she cried in my chest,heavily breathing with a violent amount of tears falling from her face.-

Scrappy:(just holding Khloe tightly)
Khloe:(Crying very hard)there was so much blood!!
Scrappy:(letting a tear fall)
Khloe:(burying her head in his chest,and holding his torso tightly)Scrappy,I'm so sorry!!
Scrappy:It's okay baby,please don't blame yourself.
Khloe:Scrappy there was just so much blood everywhere!! It wouldn't stop!!(Heavily crying)
-We were sitting like that for a while,then SQUAD wanted to comfort her too,so Rollo went outside to watch the kids so Chico could go in since he was out in the waiting room watching the kids. We all were finally getting ready to leave,and Khloe still ended up going home with Chico,so I got the kids and we left. We made it back to the house,and I put the kids back in there rooms,and I went back into mine and ended up dozing off. It was about 4:00 in the morning and I could hear my phone vibrating on the nightstand. I picked it up and it was a text from Khloe....-

~Text message~
Khloe:could we talk........?