With All My Heart ♕ Kiingtong

Chapter 13 ♕ Not Worth It

Warning! Contains self harm!
♕Anna's p.o.v.♕
As soon as we pull into our driveway, I jump out of the car and run into the bathroom. I turn on the water for the shower head and pull out my blades. I get in the shower, so no one will hear me crying, or suspect I'm cutting. I press the blade against my wrist and cut my skin open, repeatedly. But I'm careful not to hit a vein, or cut too much... then everyone would find out. But I want to keep on, cut my skin for every time someone told me I wasn't worth it. Cause that's exactly what I feel like.
♕Jordan's p.o.v.♕
I drag the blade across my pale skin. Little bubbles of blood appear on the straight line cut across my wrist. I roll up my sweat pants and on my ankle cut the words Not worth it onto my skin. I say to myself,
"You deserve no one. Who would care for a boy with scars?"
♕Will's p.o.v.♕
As soon as we pull in, Anna runs into the house. That's a bit odd, she probably has to go to the bathroom or something. I walk into the living room and see my mum in the living room. She gives me a disappointed look and then looks away,
"What?" I say confused.
"You better make Anna feel okay. She's not doing to well."
"What do you mean?"
"You'll find out." I knock on the bathroom door and say,
"Anna? You okay?"
"Yes I'm fine!" I hear my mum mumble something and I ignore her. I shrug and walk into my room, and start recording a cube episode.
♕Anna's p.o.v.♕
When I get out of the shower. I wrap my hair in a towel and put on one of Jordan's hoodies I took with me and some black shorts. I go into our room and Lindsey says,
"I'm so glad you're back!" She pulls me into a suffocating squeeze and I hug her back. I lie and say,
"Me too." I would much rather be with Jordan, and that sounds so wrong, but he cares more and understands me more than Will does. I mean he even knows I cut, Will doesn't. She goes back to playing on my PC. She has a channel too, she's 16, and I think she's responsible enough to have one. I crawl into my bed, trying to get comfortable. As I feel myself falling into a slumber, I whisper,
"Jordan, please help." And somehow, I feel like he heard me. An image of him appears in my head, and I hear him say,
"Anna, it'll be okay. I'm here for you." and with the sound of his comforting voice, I fall into a deep sleep.
♕Lindsey's p.o.v.♕
As Anna falls asleep, I quickly scurry into Will's room and say,
"Hey babe." I kiss his lips and he says,
"She's asleep now?"
"Yeah, and she has no idea about us, when are you going to dump her?! She's so ugly, I mean I'm prettier than her right?"
"I will soon baby, but I have to wait until it's the right time. I promise you that your so much more prettier than her." he kisses me and I sit on his lap, while he records another video.
♕Jordan's p.o.v.♕
As I get ready to take a nap, I somehow hear Anna's voice say,
"Jordan, please help." I respond,
"Anna, it'll be okay. I'm here for you." Even though she's not here, I can feel her presence.
Will doesn't really love her. When you're in love, you can really see it. All of that was acting, and Anna doesn't even realize...