Chapter 15 ♕ Goodbye

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♕Anna's p.o.v.♕
Today's the day. The day I join my mom and Greyson. As I get out of bed I look in the mirror and smile,
"Today's the last day. I'll be dead in less than 3 hours." I decide to make a video, telling them why I'll be gone, forever. I say,
"Hey guys. I'm sorry to say this, but I'm going. I'm going to a place where there's no pain. Don't worry guys I'll be free in less than 3 hours." I quickly end the video, and title it "Goodbye". I just post it with my iPhone.
I get a call from Jordan, I just let it ring. No need to bring him into all of this drama. But I'll be out of it in no time. I dress in the outfit I wore to tell my mom, Jordan's sweat shirt and beanie, and skinny blue jeans.
I start driving to the mountain, it only 30 minutes away... but it takes me about 1 hour to hike, cause I know all of the shortcuts. As I get out of the car I start hiking.
As I make my way up, I think of everything. Will. Lindsey. Mom. Jordan. Ethan. Dad. But none of it makes sense to me.... why did this happen? It all came so quickly, it all came crashing so fast. And I can't bare it. All of the emotions I've been holding in for the past 6 months come spilling out. Anger, jealousy, sorrow, depression, nervousness, and many more that I can't explain. As I approach the top, I say,
"Don't worry, this'll make everyone happier. All you have to do, is jump."
I finally reach the top I look all around, admiring the beauty. The green hills, each a different shade. It even reminds me of an old memory. Before everything went wrong.
"How much longer?!" Nine year old Will had said,
"Actually, we're here!" After a long hike up this mountain, we'd been very tired. Our moms had brought up a picnic for us at the grassy top of the mountain. It had been a beautiful summer day, the wind was blowing just right. Everything was perfect. Will and I help spread out the blanket, he said,
"I love you, Anna."
"I love you too, Will." we loved each other as friends back then. But now, I love him... but he doesn't love me.
I flash back to reality, wishing I could go back to when I have no worries.
I step closer to the edge. Take a deep breath and about the words,
"I am worthless! No one cares!" I bend my knees and prepare to jump.
♕End of Book One♕

The sequel will be out tomorrow! Have fun trying to figure out what's going to happen ;) ilygsm, thanks for making each day so much better with your hilarious comments. They mean a lot. I'll see you tomorrow, bai ^_^

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