↳ 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊 ; 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤

𝐞𝐧𝐯𝐲 | r.h.

ship: donghyuck x renjun
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uH, i don't know what made me write this but i finished it at 4 am and forgot to upload it so :D
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genre: fluff & angst ? lol idk bruh
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donghyuck hated renjun. donghyuck lost the guy he'd been crushing on for years, just because renjun showed up.

renjun shows up, snd suddenly, every guy's drooling over the small boy. sure, renjun wasn't bad looking— fine, he was gorgeous. still, donghyuck didn't believe himself to be less ethereal than the new kid.

donghyuck liked to tell himself that he didn't like renjun, that he didn't know why everyone liked the boy so much— but he knew exactly why.

the way renjun's figure was so feminine, so pleasing to the eye.

from his skinny waist that looks even tinier because of his well-defined ass and thighs, and his shallow shoulders and chest.

and then in detail, there's renjun's hair that always looks so perfectly still and fluffy, though he never styles it. there's his simple doe eyes that make the boy look so lovable and innocent.

donghyuck could go on and on, but he rather not look like a fanboy to add to renjun's humongous list. donghyuck walks over to renjun's house, dreading the fact that he has to face the male every day at school, and even on weekends because of their parent's tight friendship.

"ms. huang! you don't age, what skincare do you use??" ms. lee asks, astonished at ms. huang's visuals.

even though donghyuck thinks that they both look like old ladies ready to be taken to a retirement home, he says nothing but still greets the lady.

"my my! you look so handsome dongsookie!" renjun's mom comments, and renjun giggles at the nickname. "dongsookie," renjun thought with a smile, a cute nickname.

donghyuck fakes a smile and sends a glare in renjun's direction after hearing a giggle escape his mouth.

"why're you following me, huang." donghyuck says with a stern and emotionless voice. donghyuck was currently on his way home, only now realizing that renjun was following him.

"your mom is staying over.. i just wanted to know if you're sure you don't wanna stay?" renjun asks in a soft voice. such a soft voice, that donghyuck wanted to destroy it.

"no. i thought that much was clear the moment i walked out." donghyuck replies dryly. after noticing that renjun had gotten quiet, donghyuck sighs in annoyance and turns around.

donghyuck walks in renjun's direction, coming so close to the other that he was forced to move back as well, back meeting a cold brick wall.

"spill it." donghyuck says when he's only a few inches away from renjun's face. renjun gives off an innocent and confused face back.

at that, donghyuck scoffs and looks renjun up and down in disgust. "what do you want? do you enjoy stealing people from others?" the tan male says, eyes still a bit sidetracked at how renjun's pale skin shimmers in the moonlight.

"h-hyuck, you know i didn't intend—" "don't call me that. you've no right to." donghyuck cuts the male off mid-sentence.

donghyuck closes his eyes for a little, and then speaks again. "back to my earlier question." he takes a breath in. "what the fuck do you want."

"i want you to give me a chance— i just," before he continues, renjun mirrors donghyuck's earlier actions, taking a deep breath in.

"look. donghyuck. i don't choose who gets attracted to me, and who doesn't. okay? i didn't choose for mark to like me— hell, if i could choose, i'd have the opposite happen for you." donghyuck purses his lips momentarily, averting eye contact.

"for me? and why would you do that? to add someone else to your fanboy list?" donghyuck questions with another dry chuckle. "goddamnit donghyuck! you've known me for fucking years and you know—" renjun takes a hold of donghyuck's loose shirt, taking the tan male by surprise.

"you know damn well that the old you wouldn't have wanted to end up with mark. and now you have the chance to regain your old wishes." donghyuck visibly gulps, heartbeat dropping in an instant.

the old donghyuck, huh? the old donghyuck was different, loved renjun. so so much. until he left, moved.

call him petty, selfish, but donghyuck didn't intend on rekindling their friendship when renjun came back to town, especially not when the boy donghyuck convinced himself that he'd liked, ended up falling for his first love.

his first love, which happened to look extra gorgeous today, and was within arms reach. "c'mon renjun. we've all had our silly crushes, haven't we?" donghyuck lies.

silly crush?

not even a quarter of his real feelings for the small male in front of him. "don't fucking lie to me donghyuck. lee donghyuck, don't believe me if you don't wanna, but—" renjun stops and rekindles their eye contact, and for the first time, bold, strong renjun appears smaller than he is.

for the first time, renjun seems to have a wall of anxiety, pure nervousness.

"i guess.. no, i'm sure, i know, that now, i'm in the old dongsookie's place." donghyuck couldn't do anything but stare with wide eyes. the old dongsookie loved renjun with every ounce of his being.

did renjun love— could he be saying that he now loves him?

"you've gotta be kidding me. years passed renjun. years. and you come now and think i'll suddenly say yes and welcome you with open a—" no further words came from donghyuck's mouth, and he didn't know what to do.

renjun's soft pink lips softly crashed in on his own, the wind almost seemed to stop, it's as if the world was changing to fit their mood, the right atmosphere. donghyuck couldn't help it, call him weak, but donghyuck couldn't help but kiss back.

"it's up to you donghyuck. up to you if you'll take me or not, the offer's up." renjun says after momentarily pulling away from donghyuck's lips, eyes never leaving the plump flesh.

even so, renjun dips in again, kissing donghyuck with such fervor that donghyuck couldn't help but give into. though he was now moving his plump lips against his enemy's, his former best friend, the boy who stole the one he'd hoped to fall in love with, he was also kissing childhood crush, first love, his current love.

renjun's lips separate from his own, and he can't believe how gorgeous the boy looked. renjun looked so flustered, pink cheeks outlined by the dim moonlight, his lips slick with saliva, and it took all of donghyuck to not lean in again, but it seemed that that was impossible because he did.

he did lean in again, he couldn't help it when renjun's lips tasted like such sweet vanilla that quenched his thirst and gave him all he'd ever wanted and more.

"fine. i'll give you a chance. win me over, prince charming." donghyuck says in a monotone voice, but renjun doesn't miss the smile plastered over donghyuck's face, walking home with a similar one.

"where are you going? my house is this way." donghyuck yells, and renjun's smile widens further. this time, renjun was gonna give it his all, no exceptions. this time, he'd make dongsookie his, and likewise.

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it's so weird to write abt them when i don't ship them and i didn't get a request for it, i just suddenly thought of this