The whole Ashton and I thing has been kinda confusing.
We haven't done anything since that day in the library, barley talked, only simple 'Hello's' or 'Can I hand in my homework tomorrow?'
And I'm pretty glad about that.
I don't want to get involved with a teacher though, I know I've kissed him but that was wrong.
I'll admit that.
But I am not having a relationship with him, isn't it illegal or something? I know for sure it could get him fired, though. Even if he's not an actual teacher yet.
I don't think I even like him.
Maybe I do, I don't know, I'm really confused.
I continue to walk into his class, the one I'm dreading at the moment, History.
I walk in and make my way to the back of the class, people chatting amongst themselves.
"Everyone, quiet" Ashton walks into the class, and I've decided I'm just going to call him Ashton, he's only two years older then me, he's not even an actual teacher yet and I've kissed him, which is odd in my opinion.
He starts his lecture, and as always, adds a little joke in the middle of his lecture.
Something to do with balls, since in the book, it was describing the symbols and one of them was a ball.
He is immature for teacher, but then again, he's not an actual teacher.
Why do I keep saying that?
I doodled onto my notebook, and I catch myself writing 'Ashton' in big letters.
I try to quickly erase it before anyone saw it, but the girl beside me just had to be a little nosy.
"Who's Ashton?" She said, loud enough that Ashton heard her, and stopped talking.
A smirk was making its way into his face.
"It's my teddy bear" I make up quickly "Your writing your teddy bears name on your notebook?" She pulls a confused face with something telling me she's not buying my lie in her eyes.
"Yes, is there a problem?" I pretend to get defensive "No, just wondering" she says before turning to look at the front of the class.
Ashton's smile is wide as he continues his lecture, and I continue to take notes until the bell rings.
Everyone grabs their belongings, rushing out of the class.
Ashton gives me a knowing smirk as I pass him on my way out of the classroom.
I rush out of the class, embarrassed and my cheeks heat up a crimson red.
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As I walk into my house, I'm surprised to find my mom there.
She's sat with a lady I don't know and my baby sister, Jenna.
"Hey, mom" I smile and walk over to the couch they are on.
I place my bag on the side of the couch, sitting beside my mom and playing with Jenna.
"Hello Rosemarie" My mom greets me and I almost roll my eyes at her for calling me Rosemarie, she knows exactly why I don't like anyone calling me that.
"This is Mrs.Irwin, she lives down the street" I almost choke "Mrs.Irwin?" I question her, titling my head.
"Yes, is there a problem?" My mother eyes me "No, no, my History tutors last name is Irwin" I explain.
"I might know him" Mrs.Irwin laughs, knowing who I'm talking about. "It's nice to meet you" Mrs.Irwin adds, smiling and her smile looks like Ashton's. "You too, I'm Rose" I send her a small smile.
I lay Jenna on my lap as I lightly tickle her and an adorable giggle escapes her mouth.