Will This Be Another Broken Memory?

Every Storm That Comes Also Comes To An End

I take a breath, looking down past the ledge, still mesmerized by the view of it all. I've been sitting here for about three hours now not really doing anything, just thinking of everything. By now the sun had fully gone down and the night was illuminated by the stars and a few street lights.

I hear the door close and footsteps behind me, I turn around to see Phil and some other guy. They're holding hands so I suppose it's Dan.

"Hey Kyle what're you doing still up here?"

"Just thinking"

"Phil who's this kid?" I hear the other guy asking shyly, he also has a British accent like Phil so they must have just come down for Playlist maybe. I look at him, he wears black skinny jeans and a black shirt with an illuminated circle on it. An eclipse maybe? His dark brown hair hangs above his brown eyes and pale face.

"Oh this is Kyle, I met him on the lift earlier he was upset about something so I was trying to comfort him. Kyle this is my boyfriend, Dan, the one I mentioned earlier" I smile and give a nod to Dan, he returns the gesture and looks at Phil.

"Is that why we're up here?" He questions politely. Phil nods and looks at me. "I wanted to make sure he hadn't thrown himself off the building or anything like that."

"Why on earth would he do that!?" Dan questions flabbergasted by the notion.

((A/N: I only put that cause I think the words funny I'm an idiot okay! don't judge me okay bye))

"I don't know, he just seemed pretty upset earlier and I wanted to make sure he was okay."

"Thanks Phil but you don't have to worry about me. I'll be fine." I frown, looking into my lap, truth is I won't be fine. I'll fall apart without Johnnie.

"Where are you staying?" I look over at Dan, opening my mouth to speak but quickly closing it.

Where am I going to stay? I mean I can't go back to where Johnnie is because then I'll just break. But we don't have an extra room so I don't know. Maybe the park bench would be nice?

"I-I uh I don't know exactly"

"How do you not know which room your in?" He raises and eyebrow at me and I shrug.

"I um well me and my roommate got into an argument and I can't go back there. Not with him there." My voice a crackling, shaking mess. I sigh looking down once again.

"You could stay with us for the night; we have an extra bed in the room and wouldn't mind you taking it" Phil suggest kindly.

"I uh no I couldn't possibly do that. I'd be too much of a burden."

"Nah we won't mind" Dan adds in. I look up at him innocently. "A-are you sure? Cause you don't have to do this."

"Yes were sure, it's fine just bring your stuff over and you'll be good." I look up at the older boys. I don't even really know them and they're so kind to me. I give them a smile and get up from my spot.

"Okay I'll give Bryan a call and see if Johnnie's there." I state pulling out my phone. I  quickly find Bryan's number, hitting the 'call' button, as I listen to it ring for a few moments.

"Hey asshole where have you been!?" I hear Bryan yelling through the phone.

"I'm just on the roof don't worry; is Johnnie there?" I ask getting straight to the point. "Yeah but he looks really upse- Kyle what the fuck happened!?" I sigh shaking my head and sighing.

"It's nothing I'll tell you later but what's Johnnie doing exactly?"

"Uh he's just lying, face down on your guys' bed. Kyle, what did you do to him?" I sigh once again. "Bryan I told you I'll tell you later, just trust me and what I need you to do is get my stuff and put it in my suitcase for me."