Ssamyen One Shots

Letting her go

Chaewon.

Since then, I knew I'm not enough.

Yes, we're together and we always have time for each other. You always show your love tho I'm not sure if that's real or maybe it is just your way to show me that you're already moved on.

But the truth is, you're not.

They said, the hardest part in a relationship is letting your partner go and yes, I agreed. But on the other side, for me the hardest part is not letting go.

The hardest part in a relationship is being true to your partner.

Wanna know why?

Because it's now happening to me, to us.

It's now happening between me and Yena.

When Yena came to my life, I became a person I never thought I can be. Because before she came, I'm a type of person who didn't care about others or anything surrounds me.

She's a very cool person for me. Everything about her is so admirable. All of that made me fell for her.

Everything is perfectly fine, we were both happy  and we're living our life together.

Why Yena? Why are you doing this to me?

I thought you loved me, I thought you already moved on, that you already forgot her.

I thought you already forgot Yuri... your past with Yuri.

When Yuri came back, I can see through your eyes that you're happy. Those sparkling eyes I never saw when we're together.

Until one day...

I got busy for work, to the point that I don't have enough time for you, for us. And because of that, we always had an argument. Even the smallest things, we always had fights.

But still, we're not giving up to each other.

While I'm busy in work, you're too busy for Yuri.

Your full attention was on her. And you are being cold to me.

Whenever we're together you always think about Yuri, you're heart is beating for Yuri.

And eventually, it happened...

I got the courage to talk to Yuri.

And I wasn't wrong...

She still loves you.

*Flashback*

I'm here at the café, with Yuri.

Jo Yuri.

The girl I can never be.

We talked about things that was torturing me these days.

The thing between her and Yena is making me weak. It's making me envy her more.

Our conversation went silence...not until she spoke.

"On the I left her hanging, it was all because of you. Do you still remember when I saw your drunk near Yena's house?"

I just looked at her without any expression. Or without any emotion.

"I was the one who fetched you. On our way to your house, you suddenly spoke. You said that there's a person you really admires a lot, a person you love since day one. And that person is your best friend, Yena. But you said, you didn't had the chance to confess because she already have me and we really love each other... And then you cried saying that, way back then when you and Yena were in middle school, she promised to you that when time comes, you and her will become more than friends and you both will live together." Yuri stated as she gave me a tight smile.