in which jaemin loses feelings and asks to break up with renjun😔
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☞ as always, i am not afliated to sm entertainment or nct. i do not know them personally. their personalities and sexual preferences in this fic may...
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「day seven, 10:00am」
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dear jeno,
first of all, don't be sad with my death. and thank you for becoming my friend even though i couldn't accept your 'feelings' for me. it started off with you hitting up on me telling me that i'm your ideal type... hahaha i'm honoured, really. we had breakfast together and we talked about many things. i even told you about jaemin. the day after i fainted, we hung out together with nana. i really had a lot of fun, i hope you and nana did too hehe. although we barely got to know each other, i felt as if i've known you for years. you were like a brother i never had. aside from jaemin, you were my only other friend and i really appreciate that. i know you care for me and i'm sorry i can't repay you back in this life. i know you'll definitely find someone better than me. and don't doubt it, i'm definitely right because i'm huang renjun (: stay happy jeno! i'll always be watching over you and nana (:
from renjun
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dear nana,
by the time you see this, i would have been gone...i know my body and i just know it'll come earlier than expected...so, i'm writing this in advance, just in case (: it's currently day 6, 10:00pm. we went to the amusement park and we hung out with jeno at his place today. i was extremely happy. when we were at the amusement park, we took all the rides and ate churros, ice cream and waffles hehehe. you even got a moomin plushie for me. we hung out with jeno after the amusement park date even though you were super against that idea in the beginning, you still agreed because of me. thank you. but i really hope you and jeno had fun because i did (: to be honest, i really wanted to spend those full 7 days with you...i'm sorry i can't do that...i know you'll be sad but i really hope you'll cheer up (: nana, you were my only friend, best friend and boyfriend in this life and i don't ever regret falling in love with you. being together with you was the luckiest and happiest thing that could ever happened to me. i know we'll meet again in our next life baby. but for now, you have to happily live on. i know you'll be able to continue living as the na jaemin i know and love. i'm huang renjun after all. i'm never wrong (: i love you so much na jaemin♥️ thank you for making me the happiest person alive. i'll always be with you, watching over you in heaven🥰
