On This Roller Coaster That We Call Life-z.j.m [[discontinued]]

Chapter 28

Zayn's POV

My heart was beating so fast and so loud, I could hear it. I pressed my lips hard onto Dee’s. I kissed her with full on exciting passion. We both pulled away and looked dead into each other’s eyes. “I’m so happy you’re gonna stay, beautiful.” I told her, stroking her hair softly. She blushed and smiled. “You don’t even know how excited I am I mean…I get to stay with you! Honestly…I don’t wanna be with out you.” She said, blushing slightly and avoiding contact with my eyes. I can’t believe this feeling. I was so excited that a girl I’ve only known for a few weeks is gonna be living in my house with her 2 friends and my 2 friends.  

“You 2 love birds, stay here! We’ll go back to the hotel and get all our stuff.” Brooklyn said with the usual bounce in her voice. We both nodded as I held Dee closer to my body. I rubbed my hand gently up and down her arm as she leaned her head on my shoulder. As soon as I heard the faint sound of car doors slamming, I pulled Dee completely up on my lap and turned her around to where she was facing me. She seemed taken aback but okay with it. I smiled and pressed my lips hard against hers. She kissed me back, locking her arms around my neck. Our kiss became deeper and more passionate. I licked the bottom of her lip, begging for entrance. She hesitated but granted permission. We were full on snogging. My hands rubbing the sides of her body, slowly. Her hands entangled in my hair. This was fucking amazing! I moved my hands down to her thighs slowly and rubbed up and down. We continued to snog harder and harder. Things were getting unbelievably heated. I moved my lips down to her neck and started to lightly kiss and bite here and there, trying to find that one spot that’ll drive her crazy. I kissed and bit the side of her upper neck, closer to her ear. I heard a very light moan escape her mouth. Found it! I started to lightly suck on the sweet spot of her neck as her breathing became heavier. Her hands were gripping my shoulders tightly as I sucked roughly on her neck. I am most definitely leaving a mark there. I felt myself growing harder and harder as I sucked harder and harder. After I had felt I left my mark, I moved my lips back up to hers and started our snogging session back up again. I haven’t had sex with Dee. I want too so badly… I felt my hands going up the bottom of her shirt and very slowly, grabbing the hem and pulling up. I all of a sudden felt Dee’s hand move up to my chest and lightly push me away from her. She then got up off my lap. Oh fuck…Did I do something wrong?

“I…erm…” I honestly didn’t know what to say. She just stood there, biting on her lip. I just wanted to scoop her up in my arms and apologize for moving too fast, if that’s what I did. I’ve never been in this situation before. In my experience, girls just go through with it. She looked so out of place just standing there. The last thing I wanted to do was make her feel uncomfortable. “I’m sorry…I didn’t mean to like… do that to you. I just got really into it and I honestly do want something to happen Zayn, but...just… not right now.” She said softly, staring at the ground. She bit her lip. It reminded me of the night in Starbucks. Oh no, if she cries…

I quickly got up and wrapped my arms around her small frame. It’s so strange. If I detect any source of sadness from Dee, I don’t even think. I just act. She surprisingly held me back, her hands gripping onto the back of my shoulders. I kissed the top of her head gently. “I’m so sorry Deeandra…If and when you’re ready is when we’ll do that.” I assured her softly. She nodded her head in my chest lightly. I held her closer to me. I just wanted to be in this moment forever. Holding her close, comforting her. I knew that she was absolutely safe and secure in my arms. That’s for sure.