morse code | jakehoon

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jake pov

we walk into sunghoon's apartment.

it's so clean.

unlike mine...

I'm glad we didn't go to my place.

I take off my shoes, and step into the living room.

I follow sunghoon to the table in the middle and we sit down, opposite to each other.

- so... where should we start?

I try to be as unawkward as possible.

- I can't memorise this formula.

he points to a formula on the paper.

- wait which one?

I can't see very well because the paper is upside down for me.

he turns the paper around and points out the formula.

- oh that one... it's actually really easy to remember... I'll write a memory trick for you.

he gives me some paper and a pen and start explaining.

- (just imagine some complicated math stuff here I'm too tired to actually write it sorry)

- wait I can't understand. the paper is upside down.

I turn around the paper, but now its too hard for me to understand.

after some more struggling, I decide to just sit next to him.

- after some studying -

I'm starting to grow tired and since sunghoon is doing an exercise or something, I allow myself to sink into my thoughts.

I think about stressful thindägs for a few seconds, but my brain soon settles thinking about the boy next to me.

he actually smells nice.

I don't think I've ever been this close to him.

it's nice.

really nice.

suddenly sunghoon waves his hand in front of my face.

- wha-- oh. sorry. I'm a bit tired.

- no it's okay

he smiles.

I feel like a snowman in the sun.

I melting.

wake up jake! now is not the time for this.

I try to wake myself up, but it doesn't work.

- jake?

sunghoon looks at me, concerned.

- should you go home? you look really tired.

I succeed in waking myself up enough to have a normal conversation.

- yeah. I probably should... I'm sorry I couldn't help you much.

- it's okay. you actually helped lots.

I smile and start taking my things.

when we finish cleaning up, sunghoon walks me to my door.

- good night

he smiles at me.

- good night.

we stand there in an awkward silence.

but just as I decide to go inside, he leans closer to me and kisses me on the cheek.

I immediately blush furiously.

- good night.

sunghoon says quietly and walks to his door.

I enter my apartment, falling on my bed and smiling into my pillow until my face hurts.

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hellooo everyone! I'm alive! I'm sorry I don't update often anymore, its been a pretty rough week for me (-_-;)

stay safe and I love you!

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