morse code | jakehoon

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an: the third jay pov chapter yayy! also, since I'm almost finished with the main ship in this book, I'll probably make a sequel with the main ship being...

heejaywon!

it's a polyamorous ship between jay,

heeseung (yes, he was the hugger guy),

and jungwon who i have to incorporate somehow (help me i have no ideas).

if you have something against polyamory or you are uncomfortable with it, you can skip these chapters because they don't really relate to the the storyline that much, or you can stop reading this book altogether.

all hate comments will be deleted and reported (can you even do that here). so please keep your thoughts to yourself. or just get rid of them.

now, let's start.

jay pov:

i had been hanging out with heeseung hyung the whole day.

we had gone for some boba and just walked around the city.

- jay?

- yeah?

we were walking to who knows where, it was already pretty late.

- you know I like you right?

i turn to look at heeseung hyung.

- yeah...

i don't blush easily, but here I am, blushing.

- do you like me too?

- honestly, i don't know.

i look to the ground, we had stopped at a bench.

- what do you mean?

- i mean like i like you. but I'm not sure. it feels like something is missing.

- wait seriously?

heeseung looks at me, surprised.

- no wait I don't mean it like that i-

- I've been feeling the same way forever. i just ignore it most of the time.

- oh?

- yeah. i know how it feels.

- okay... what is this even called? is this normal?

- i think it's called polyamory.

so I'm polyamorous? okay.

- okay... so who are we missing?

- i dunno... do you have a crush on anyone else?

me? no. no one but heeseung hyung. but then again that one boy who's a year younger...

- no. i dont think so.. what about you?

- me neither. i guess we'll just have to wait.

- yeah. i guess.

- but honestly, are you okay with this? with me? with us?

- honestly?

- yeah.

i think for a second.

i think it would be pretty dope to have two boyfriends, or a boyfriend and a girlfriend, or a partner and a boyfriend.

- i think it would be interesting at the least. having two partners would be cool.

- i personally think I've been poly ever since I saw men.

- so you're gay?

- yeah. 100%. are you gay? or pan? or bi? or perhaps omni?

- i like men. and women. and people. i think I'm pan.

i laugh. people are beautiful. some of them.

- so we're very gay and poly. that's nice.

- yeah I guess. now we just need to find someone to deal with our gayness.

we laugh.

- but honestly,

heeseung starts.

- yeah?

- would we want a boyfriend, or a girlfriend, or a partner?

- i personally am fine with anything, as long as they're the right person.

- my ideal would honestly be a man, but as long as they're the right person I'm okay with anyone.

- okay. so now we got that sorted out.

- yeah, anyways, would you like to be my boyfriend?

- as long as I won't be the only one then sure.

I smile at heeseung hyung as he takes my hand.

- you won't. soon enough. i hope.

- i hope so too.

heeseung hyung pecks my cheek and we hug each other.

little do we know, a small figure is watching us from afar, feeling happy yet empty.

♪♪♪

this chapter was honestly poop. the ending was pretty cute even if I say so myself.

anyways, i hope y'all are ok with this.

also I've been super bored so that's why I'm updating so much today :)

also, I've written like 2 chapters ahead i feel so organised ୧(＾ 〰 ＾)୨. I'll publish them tomorrow <(￣︶￣)>

stay safe and ily

<3