𝘡𝘌𝘙𝘖 𝘛𝘏𝘈𝘕𝘒𝘚 (jinlia)

Chapter 8

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I'm lonely without you here because you're the only one who stays even after everything I do. I lost everyone's respect Chaeryeong's, Yeji's, My Parent's. I know you love me but I don't deserve you even though you think it's the other way around. I do the things I do because I can't have someone so precious. I don't want to break you, your life is skyrocketing I'm just going to bring you down.

But still I get jealous when you're not here sleeping next to me but with her probably smiling and reminiscing on the years you two spent together. Those five years you spent with those two smiling and kissing killed me and me being a dumbass thinking that sleeping with boys is going to get your attention. When you're too busy showing your whiskers to our friends and still found time drive me to the said boys' houses.

I wear your clothes when you me leave lonely to go live the life you deserve, you earned. When you told me that you and Chaeyoung broke up I was going to confess the next day but the Chaeyeon kissed you in front of entire group. You kissed back but then you two broke up I could tell you wanted me to say something but I wasted my chance.

Please I beg you give me another, Ryujinnie.