The dream (draco x reader)

I N S I D E T H E I R H E A D S

Helloooo everyone!! this chapter is mainly a filler and explaining more about each one of the characters and their pov's throughout a day in their lives. Some of it is dark explaining their mental challenges and also their physical ones but other that that is happy! enjoy!!
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plot:Each character is talking to you(therapist kinda) about what they feel and what goes on in their head.

Y/n Pov:
Body dysmorphic disorder,Anxiety and depression

It was another Monday which means more classes. The only plus about waking up is i get to see Draco pansy and greg. Other than that my life's kinda boring.

After the incident with Blaise and Cedric i've hated myself and my body a lot. If it weren't for my friends, my mental health would be a lot worse.

I love Draco with all my heart i really do, I'm just always scared now. They've tried helping me and they have, i'm just overthinking all the time.

I always find myself looking in the mirror. Sometimes i cry and sometimes i really do love my body. The times i do cry it's because i remember what the two gits did to me. My depression started around the year before i came to Hogwarts. Other than those i'm really happy most of the time.

Draco pov:
Bipolar disorder,Depression, ptsd

I think most of my anger comes from my parents- well no my father actually. He treated me so badly and forced me to do things so young. I kid you not on my thirteenth birthday my mother was out of town and my father had strippers come to our home.

He would always beat me and call me bad names once i started second year. It was only when pansy and goyle took me in and I met y/n that i started to truly become happy.

I take my anger out on them sometimes and i hate it. They're the only people that actually care about me and i shut them away at times.

I want to open up to my girlfriend, But i'm scared she'll walk away and think i'm weak too. I love her so much and i want to tell her my past i just don't know when the right time is. They all make me happy and if i lost them i'd lose myself. Same with my mother. She's one of my best friends and She protected me from as much bad from my father as she could. i wish she would leave him but she loves him. and i love her.

Pansy pov:
Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Anorexia Nervosa

I let my emotions get the best of me. Like a lot. The only times i eat are when my friends look at me but other than that i never really do. Only y/n knows about my Anorexia but she doesn't know the rest and i wouldn't want her to because i know she'll worry.

When it comes to my anxiety it gets bad. I try to hide it when i'm starting to have an anxiety attack and most of the time i can. But when it's those times i can't, i try to get to a room to be alone. Other times my friends comfort me and help me calm down. I'm really thankful for them. Most people call me pug face and think i'm a bitch and it's just because i put up a wall so i don't seem weak. I don't know how my friends saw through me so easily but i'm kinda happy they did because otherwise, i'd be alone.

I'm so thankful for the people in my life. Narcissa Y/n Draco Gregory and my mom of course. My sister and dad i have no idea about them so i just shut them out completely.

They're all my whole world and more. I'd risk my life for each and every one of them. Yea the name calling hurts sometimes, but i just ignore it and my friends help me too. I thought up a nickname for the four of us like the golden trio, but we're better. I called us the silver bullets! We all agreed that we liked it and now that's what we call each other. it's really funny and we four even have our own handshake that y/n made. I guess in roles wise i'm the baby of the friend group while y/n is the mom friend Gregory is the jokester and Draco,is obviously the bodyguard with his big ol Scary self.

Goyle pov:
Anxiety

My life is pretty normal i usually help my dad with his job on the weekends if he needs it and visit my mother from time to time.

My anxiety isn't really all that bad but i am quite jumpy sometimes if you could say. My friends are the ones who always are able to help me keep my mind off of it.

I mean when it was Draco, stupid crabbe and i life was pretty neutral and boring. But when we met y/n and pansy life seemed a bit more colorful. We dropped crabbe because he always insulted the girls and would be rude when they were with us.

Pansy makes my life a lot better that's for sure. She cheers me up any time she thinks i'm sad and i'm really thankful for it. She's been treated so badly by her exes and i wanna be the one to show her what real love is. Y/n really looks out for us and makes sure we've all eaten and did you he things we need to do. She really is like our mother when we're here. Draco will always be my number one bestfriend though. Mans been by my side since we were six. He always defended me from bullies before i actually grew a pair. I know we all got our issues but at the end of the day we're still there for each other nonetheless.

hah, i guess you could say we're all a bunch of messed up kids finding our way still.