Hero's POV:
We spent the night watching the moon, as in search of answers to the thousand questions we had, to which we hadn't an answer to. As if the moon could suggest what to do.
It's so melancholy to feel like shit while the heart bursts up with joy for finding the person you had lost for a long time.
And I missed her with all of my heart but now that it's happening again I don't even know how to enjoy these moments.
Should we start over again and pretend that nothing happened? Will we be able to be together without the weight of the past on our shoulders?
How can you miss someone who made you feel so much pain?
I get out of bed with a strong headache, surely my head is heavy because of the thousand thoughts. And my heart is beating fast...
I hate love.
Last night I had to take her home by 5 am, she was afraid that Jack would come looking for her and find out everything. I wanted to tell her to drop that asshole, to be with me and only with me. But I didn't say anything to her, I was too busy holding her tight in my arms and peering at her, because I wanted to memorize everything about that night.
I kissed her a thousand times and then watched her enter their new apartment with sore eyes.
We promised to see each other again today but I don't know if we should. Maybe it's all wrong, but it feels so right when I'm with her.
Fuck it, I want to see her again.
I get dressed and go to her apartment, I hope to not bother her with this. Not for the time being- it's 12 pm and I know that she always wakes up early to organize her day- but because it's a bit weird for me to go to her and Jack's apartment.
I still can't think about the fact she lives with another man, that someone else has touched her and knows her habits. I make a thousand paranoia thoughts along the way and at the same time I try to convince myself that I know what nobody knows about her. I'm more special.
But when I get in front of the apartment, something stops me, I stare at it for a few seconds and then I decide to go back.
I take a few steps back but then I feel someone pulling me by my jacket.
"What are you doing here?" I hear from my blond angel.
"I wanted to pick you up to hang out, but I thought maybe that's a bad idea." I say, looking down.
She stands on tiptoe to kiss me, a soft kiss, and then says "No, it's not a bad idea, just don't come here...you know why."
I nod and ask "Do you want to spend day with me?"
"Sure, gimme a few minutes." she says smiling.
She walks away and I start smiling like an idiot.
This must be love, right?
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Like the first time I saw you
FanfictionHero's Pov: "Whatever our souls are made of his and mine are the same". This had to be the quote tied to Tessa and Hardin. But it's finished to be tied to us too. It had to be a friendly relationship, but no one can control his own heart, especially...
