Chester Bennington imagines

Imagine 18: "Something special"💕

LeahLP_3245 you didn't request this but I wanted to write this for you.
Hope you like it.
Also this song is my favorite and I wrote this while listening to it.
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*Leah's POV*

*Slams door* "UGH!!" I growled now inside my home, my only place where nothing bad can happen.
I had a HORRIBLE day today and I'm about ready to quit!
I vigorously ripped my purse off my shoulder and threw it to the other side of the room and stomped my way up the stairs, steam pouring out of my ears.
All I wanted to do was hide away
In my room, away from judging eyes, away from the cruel sick world,
Just away from it all.

I slammed my bedroom door and slowly slid down to the ground,
My anger started to turn from a violence to a sadness.
I could feel it coming...
The depression that has haunted me ever since I was young...
Tears stated to fall one by one down my face and onto my leg,
Taking my long sleeve shirt sleeve I wiped them away
But it was no use
The tears continued to fall.

Gently I lifted my sleeve to reveal my scars,
*Sighs and touches one* why is it me? Why out of all people am I the one to be judged and picked on and abused?
I've done nothing wrong and I've always been kind...
Why is our world that sick?
Suddenly the bathroom door in my room opened to reveal my boyfriend Chester coming out and drying his hair fully dresses.
I gasped, what was he doing here?!
Oh wait...
He lives with me
He's been living with me for about two weeks now,
I'm just so used to him visiting so forgive me.
He perked up a little when he saw me
"Leah! *Notices the tear stains on my face* Lee? Are you ok?" He asked slowly lowering the towel he used to dry his hair,
I wiped my face again and stood up to walk and sit on my bed,
I didn't want to talk about my day...
It's the same old same old I talk, it gets pretty good for a little while then it repeats itself.
I'm so sick of it...

"I'm fine *sits on the bed* just fine and dandy" I replied through my teeth and looking at the white light on the nightstand,
Chaz was always to good at seeing through me.
He reads me like a damn book.
*Sits beside me* "I can see your lying muffin, please tell me what's wrong?" He whispered now putting my hand on mine,
I yanked away and held myself not looking at him.
"Chester I'm fine *starts to cry again a little* I'm ok" my voice cracked as I wiped my falling tears,
Deep down I wasn't and it was getting worse.
Chester gently rubbed his thumb on my hand as his way of saying 'Im here for you'
And that's when...
I broke down:
"Chaz it's just life all together! Why am I the one getting hurt and picked on!? Why does it keep repeating himself?!
*Cries even harder squeezing myself*
Just why?" I whispered rocking back and forth.
Chester sighed a little feeling exactly what I was,
Pain.
*Opens arms* "Babe come here" he whispered his arms wide open for a hug, but I didn't want a hug so I scooted away from him a little.
"Lee, now" he demanded in a firm tone
I sighed but went into his arms.
He laid down, his back against the wall and my head on his chest.

Softly stroking my hair he spoke:
"I understand how that feels Lee, I really do but you gotta know this.
Life throws you the unexpected as a test, and it's your responsibility to either fail for pass.
I know it seems like life will never give you a break and it just keeps kicking you while your down but every cloud has it's sliver lining.
Before I met you I was depressed and on drugs and just waiting for every day to pass away,
But then you came and everything changed for me.
I finally saw the good in life and it was all because of you muffin, all you.
*Kisses the top of my head* if you ever feel scared, or alone I'm here for you.
Aways remember that life has more good then bad in it and it's a sacred gift given to you.
And remember...
I love you" he whispered his lips still on my head.
I sighed feeling the tears come on again and slide down my face,
What he said was touching but at the same time I was still feeling the pain.
"Chaz I love you too and I always will...
But it still hurts" I replied squeezing his shirt,
He softly took my hand
"I know it hurts lee, but over time the pain is going to go away and you'll see the great in the world.
You are a strong woman lee,
You have gone through all so much and you've made it through every time,
Don't give up when you are so close to the end...
*Kisses me again* I love you soon to be Mrs. Bennington" he said making me giggle a little,
We've always talked about marriage and so far Chester wants us to be husband and wife now.
I held my cupcake closer feeling the love pour from him onto me...
I could feel the pain washing away from me,
And it felt good.

Suddenly Chester started to kiss my face repeatedly and I laughed in glee
"Chazzy!"
"You know I love you right? I love you I love you I love you!" He said repeatedly still kissing me.
I laughed so hard and finally Chester stopped kissing me and he just stared down at me
"Your so beautiful" he whispered. I smiled and touched his cheek
"Your so handsome" I replied, he was very handsome to me.
And nothing is going to change that.

Slowly he wrapped his arms around me and we laid there, holding each other never wanting to let go.

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