Chester Bennington imagines

Imagine 7: "For infinity"💞

Requested by LeahLP_3245, hope you like it.

*Leah's POV*

The warm water rushed through my body, slowly but surely.
I was in the bath tub, holding a razor and deciding whether or not if I should do this,
Life has been kicking me in the back lately but hell it always has been...
It's been a while since I've last remembered being happy.

    *Sighs* "It's just one cut, and then it's over" I whispered trying to control my fear but it was hard.
I sighed again letting the razor fall to the ground and letting myself slide until the water was covering my ears.
Should I really do this?
Should I just let go and not deal with this depression anymore?

   I picked up the razor again and pressed it against my skin till I was bleeding, it hurt but it doesn't really matter to me, pains only in the mind and by now I'm numb to it.
My blood dripped into the bathtub water continuesly but by the second I started to feel weak, tired, like all life inside of me was being yanked away by some kind of force.
Slowly I let my eyes close and then,
Down I went.

*Leash moms POV*

*Knocks on door* "Lee you've been in there for some time, are you doing ok?" I asked softly standing in front of the bathroom door.
No answer came,
*Sighs* Leah's been going through things that I just wish I could take away, it's hard seeing your child sad all the time and I just want her to be happy, it's hard being a teenager, you go through the feelings and emotions that at times make you do stupid things.
I called her name again and heard no answer which scared me.
She usually says something but not today,
Thankfully the door was unlocked but when I opened it I felt everything inside of me stop.
She's laying there, in the water not moving.
I screamed for her father to call the hospital and I ran grabbing as many towels as I can to stop her bleeding
*Rubs hand through her wet hair* "Come on sweetie stay with me" I whispered starting to cry.
Oh god I hope it's not to late!.

*Meanwhile*
*Chesters POV*

My three year old sister laughed in glee as I played with the hand puppets mom sewed for her,
But while I was doing so I heard my mom gasp from the kitchen
"Oh dear lord! Yes we'll be there!" She frantically said now hanging up.
Something is not right I can feel it in my chest
"Mom whats wrong?" I asked getting scared and standing up,
She looked at me with scared and pain filled eyes
"Leah is in the hospital".
Oh no...
Leah is in the hospital?! This can't be it just can't be!!
I ran and grabbed everything I needed, determined to get there as soon as possible,
Mom picked up my baby sister and we both ran out to the car ready to go.
"Oh god please be ok" I said in my mind thinking about Leah,
This is the love of my life we're talking about!! The girl whom I'm gonna ask her to marry me when I'm in my early 20s! The girl whose gonna be mother of my children! The girl I'm gonna die old with.
Even though I don't know what's wrong I have a good feeling about what it could be.

*A while later*
*Ash's POV*

Sitting next to my boyfriend Mike I started to bite my nails, extremely scared.
When I heard about Leah being her I drove as fast as I can not even caring about the cops that may have pulled me over, I mean this is my best friend here! You people out there would do the same too!
He noticed me and took my hand "Hey it's gonna be ok, Leah's a strong girl she's gonna make it" he whispered trying to make me feel better, I already knew she was strong but still I'm scared.
Everyone is scared about this...
Rebecca is crying while her boyfriend Brad is trying to calm her down,
Rob and Esther are sitting in front of me and Mike silently praying,
Joe and Dave are sitting still,
thinking deeply
And me and Mike are right by Leah's door trying to pass off good energy to her to keep her strong.
*Sighs* "I'm scared Mike" I whispered leaning into his chest to feel his warm love, he opened his arm
"I know, we all are" he replied back his hand on my shoulder and kissing the top of my head.

   About 10 minutes later I was starting to drift away into a sleep till I heard running coming from the left of me.
I snapped awake and saw Chester moment by moment getting closer to me and Mike till he was a inches away.
"Where is she?" He asked frantically while trying to look past us but
Mike stopped him by putting his hands in front of Chester
"Hey go easy everything is ok"
Mike said softly.
I who was standing beside him approached chaz and hugged him, he needed it especially at a time like now.
"What happened?" Asked Chester breaking the hug, thinking about what happened made me kinda cry which scared Chaz a little.
Mike though was calm and he stayed strong
"She slit her wrist in the bathtub and her mom found her" he whispered looking at Chester with sympathetic eyes,
Chaz literally broke down but he tried his hardest to stay strong.
*Wipes eyes* "Can-
Can I go see her?" His voice cracked, I looked at Mike who nodded
"Yeah doc says we can but uh, she lost a lot of blood so she's gonna be very weak"
"Doctor gave her some stuff to help her sleep" I mentioned taking a step in between Chaz and Mike.
Chester I could see looked like he was going through all these emotions at once but who could blame him?
Leah is the love of his life and the thought of her being gone is something none of us can bare.
*Sighs* "I'm gonna go see her" Chester whispered,
Me and Mike stepped out of the way so Chaz can get through and head for Leah's door.
I stood in the hallway, my eyes filling with tears...
Mike wrapped his arm around me and led me to the windows where a young girl hooked up to an IV drop laid and a tall skinny boy stood staring down at the sleeping girl...

*Chester's POV*

Oh god, it's so hard seeing her like this. I love her so much and I can't bare knowing that she's going through this...
I want to help her.

   *Sits next to her* "Hey there sleeping beauty" I whispered my eyes still shedding tears while staring at her, the only response I got from her were soft slow breaths going in and out.
I sighed rubbing my hands through my blond hair,
"Leah what you did was so stupid how can you even think about doing that? You have so much to live for and you have your family, mother, father, grandparents, cousin's, aunt, uncle's best friends and me!
*Starts to cry even more* you have me Lee" I was able to say through my tears and pounding heart.
She was still silent, she wouldn't even move.
Gently I took her by the hand and kissed it.
"I can't imagine my world without you, please don't ever do something like this again...
*Sniffs* I love you so much, for infinity, remember?" I whispered my lips still on her soft beautiful hand.
Slowly I set her hand back down and I started to cry even harder.
Please be ok Lee...

*The next day*

"Come on guys don't crowd around! Give her some space!" Ash lectured pushing Brad and Dave away.
We all laughed at her trying to act all mom like with us,
This morning Leah woke up happy and alive which I am so thankful for.
I stayed up all night last night praying she'd be ok and by the looks of it, she's gonna be just fine.

   *giggles* "Ash it's ok I don't mind" Leah laughed, Ash however pushed her boyfriend off to the side "No no no your not well and I want you to have your space" she replied maturely.
I laughed again my hand in Leah's, I've been holding her hand all morning...
Deep down I don't ever want to let her go, never ever ever.
"Lee you know I love you so much right?" I asked again for the tenth time,
She giggled and kissed my cheek "Yes I do, and I love you too"
"I'm glad your ok Lee, you gave us all a scare" Mike spoke from the corner of the room. Leah sighed looking down at her bandage arm
"It was really stupid of me to do that and I'm so sorry, I realize now by doing this I'm leaving a lot behind,
And I'm still so young I have a whole life ahead of me! And I want to live to see what my future holds" she replied confidently, we all cheered and Ash stepped in.
"Mind if I have some alone time with her?" She asked sweetly and shyly.
I nodded, gave Leah on last kiss and walked out of the door with the guys.

*Leah's POV*

"Hey there" I said smiling up at Ash, she smiled as well sitting next to me
"Hey Lee" she replied still smiling.
I slowly moved over and hugged her
"Lee I was so scared, don't ever scare me like that again" Ash said breaking the hug. I smiled again "I won't I promise" I replied softly. Ash gave one last smile and then grabbed the remote
"you wanna watch some TV?"
"Hell yeah let's do it!" I said excitedly moving up to sit up straight. She turned the TV on and we both sat watching a funny show and laughing our heads off.
I love my family and my best friends with all my heart and truly I don't want to let go.
I want to fight, I want to fight till everything that may hurt me is gone.
Nothing can stop me,
The only thing stopping me is me and I'm not gonna allow that too happen.